WEEK 19 runs from Tuesday, May 7 to Monday, May 13. It contains the evolutionary lessons of karmic 19, which are intensified by the 19 in 2019 (1+9=10=1). Both 19 and 10 are variations of 1, and what humanity is experiencing now are the consequences of what we did not learn from our journey through the millennium of the 1000s.

19 is a karmic holding pattern that contains everything we need to know in order to evolve into a new and more peaceful existence. Between 1 and 9 are all the other numbers and what they have to teach. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9.  1 generates all the other numbers.

But will we learn? Will we be able to avert another descent into the horrors of fascism? We can if we decide to make that our priority. This will take a very strong Will. Therefore, the Will of humanity must evolve into something more capable than it’s ever been. Resistance, after all, is a matter of WILL.

The results of action we took in the 1900s are now playing out in the 2000s, and it is likely that Week 19 and Week 20 will hold some vital clues as to what we most need to learn – and do – as we move from 2019 to 2020, and the decade of the 10s becomes the decade of the 20s.

One of these actions was the creation of Israel, 71 years ago on 14 May, 1948 – the first day of Week 20. The ensuing exodus and annexation of the Palestinian people has been at the root of war and suffering in the Middle East and around the world ever since. More on that next week – and the buildup of U.S. military might in the region, aimed at Iran. After the horrors of the Iraq War in which we were lied to about so many things, including the big lie about ‘weapons of mass destruction”, there is much skepticism about yet another Middle East war.

So here we are in Week 19 facing a multitude of personal and collective unlearned lessons. We are evolving in many ways, but most noticeably, we are evolving emotionally and are realizing how powerful our feminine energy is, rather than how weakening we have been led to believe it is. The Will is our feminine energy – our emotions and senses.

When misinformation grasps the mind, rational thought cannot form, and the dumbing down process is firmly in place. We have been programmed to believe that fear is the problem when, in reality, our rejection of what fear has to teach has created many of the problems we now face. We must gain a deeper understanding of this natural and necessary emotion and all its layers, circuits, triggers, and forms of expression. It is not enough to speak of fear as if it has only one frequency, meaning, or purpose. Fear of WHAT? We need to be specific.

2019 is a 3 Year in the world. 3 represents all forms of communication, and the numbers are communicating very loudly.

This is the 5th month of this 3 year, making May an 8 Month in the world – the number of POWER on the material plane. The combination of 3 and 8 is one of the most creative vibrations in the numeric spectrum – not exclusively in an artistic way – but exceedingly productive when it comes to RESULTS. However, to create is not always a desirable course of action. People also create distractions, disturbances, toxic atmospheres, and havoc. This is the energy in which ideas and plans MATERIALIZE. And 5 (May itself) brings sudden and unexpected development and reveals the extent of our unpreparedness.

Thankfully, the potential for real and meaningful progress is present, too. It is a matter of whether the leaders (1 is the number of leadership) have the Will, imagination, and knowledge to diffuse rather than inflame this volatile current we’re traveling.

The timing is clear. 1+9=10, and 10 is the number of innovation and the implementation of NEW and groundbreaking ideas. The atmosphere is likely to change drastically in 2020, but it is not clear what those changes entail.

1 is the number of SELF – and the EGO is one’s sense of self. With some of the most inflated egos dominating the world right now, 19 shows us the consequences of out-of-balance EGO – a highly toxic and dangerous personality disorder – also known as egomania or narcissism. This involves a “long-term pattern of abnormal behavior, characterized by exaggerated feelings of self-importance, excessive need for admiration, and a lack of empathy.”  The narcissist is arrogant, self-admiring, self-absorbed, self-obsessed, self-righteous, controlling, cruel, and dictatorial. Narcissists and their helpers are running the world and controlling all life upon it – and as we evolve from 1 to 2, this cannot remain to be the case.

It is not a matter of destroying or subduing the ego, but to obtain BALANCE between an over-inflated ego and a deflated one. The ego is a natural part of us without which we cannot be whole. And becoming one whole human being is what our personal evolution is about. 1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. 2 is the number of OTHER INDIVIDUALS.

2 gives us the DEPTH that comes from looking patiently at DETAIL in order to see the bigger picture. 2 provides us with empathy, a balanced sense of self-worth, and the power that comes from working together rather than competing. 2 differentiates between fact and fiction, but the closer we get to those facts (and accountability), the more irrational and dangerous the narcissist becomes.  

Week 19 is the final week in a 7-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers are karmic TEEN numbers. (13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, reaching a peak here in Week 19). The  karmic numbers provide fundamental information, examples, and lessons, which can help us evolve in the flow of life. Karma is the learning of what we most need to know – and when we don’t learn what it has to teach, the lessons repeat until we do. Karma often feels like punishment, when in fact it is vital experience. It is what enables us to learn as we go.

This is why our teenage years can be confusing and  painful. And this is why today’s teenagers (all of whom were born in the 2000s) have such an important role to play in changing the world for the better. (This is likely to be even more pronounced in children born between 2010 and 2019 – the teen years themselves). We must never forget that young people ARE the future – right before our eyes!

We must also realize that the karmic numbers reveal our own immaturity and lack of experience, no matter how old we are.

Week 19 is reflecting more clearly now the terrifying rise of global authoritarianism around the world, based on the insane fantasy of male supremacy and white supremacy. POWER in the wrong hands has no ability or incentive to check itself.

2019 is a 3 Year – the number of creativity and destruction, friends and enemies, and all forms of communication – that which inspires, informs, and entertains – and – that which lies, threatens, and manipulates.

Awareness of reality is expanding here in the transparency of the 2000s. The battle to subdue and control the human Will is growing more drastic and dangerous by the minute, and yet the Will is evolving anyway. It is a matter of timing (time is numbers), and 2 gives us a deeper and wider view of our potential as individuals, groups, cultures, and as a species.

Evolving is not a matter of getting swept up on some magical wave of transformation. It MUST be a matter of Free Will because Free Will is what we are evolving TO.

Although the Will is feminine in nature, it is not exclusively about women. We ALL possess feminine energy – the ability to FEEL, SENSE, and INTUIT. We ALL possess masculine energy, too – the ability to THINK, ACT, and LEAD. But those natural abilities must find peace with each other within the biological body, if there is ever to be peace in the outer world. Feminine energy must rise to free itself – and masculine energy must help it to do so.

2 represents partnership, equality, and cooperation. We are in the 2000s. The time is right. 2020 is an important turning point. Which way, I wonder, will we choose to go?

Karmic 19 exposes humanity’s LACK OF POWER which is triggering emotions that have been suppressed for years, lifetimes, and generations. Terror is the most heightened form of fear. Terror-ism terrorizes people in order to control – turning our own fear into a weapon to use against us. Emotion is our WILL.  And when we can take no more, the emotion of anger rises up to free the Will, to heal our damaged feelings, and bring balance into the world. Anger is a great agent of change. There is nothing wrong with anger. But the only way for peace to occur is through peaceful INTENT – otherwise this hellish system of never-ending war – never ends.

Violence against violence expands the violence. Hate against hate increases the hate. We have never truly learned this lesson.  

1 is the number of ACTION – and as life unfolds at breakneck speed, we must learn to align our sense of time with the slowness and deeper awareness of the 2000s. 2 is a sensitive feminine vibration which truly CARES about all of life. If we don’t care, we are careless. If we are careless, we make big mistakes. Details MATTER.

The 9 in 19 is symbolized by the SPIRAL, and just like being on a spiral staircase, we cannot see what’s around the corner. So, the logical thing to do is try to slow things down and see how all those details connect together. A major part of our evolution entails learning how to think and feel at the same time without our masculine minds shutting down the Will whenever our feminine emotions feel uncomfortable. This is difficult to achieve while we are so distracted by the wall of lies and deceit that is designed to prevent us from thinking and feeling coherently.

“It’s 2019. Can we all now please stop saying “climate change” and instead call it what it is: climate breakdown, climate crisis, climate emergency, ecological breakdown, ecological crisis, and ecological emergency?”  ~16-year-old Swedish Climate Activist Greta Thunberg‏

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2019 (Part 1) – WILL POWER

NOTE: I will write 2019 (Part 2) after we have experienced Weeks 20 to 22. It is likely that the transition from Week 19 to Week 20 will give us a glimpse of what we need to know about the transition from 2019 to 2020.

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