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Week 32 2018 – a numeric BURST

WEEK 32 runs from August 6 to 12. And oh what a week it is in terms of raising our awareness of what’s happening in our own lives, and in the world! 3 is the number of communication, and 2 is the number of sharing.

ALL the numbers are active this week – basic numbers, master numbers, and karmic numbers. The general theme is ‘learning from past mistakes’. So, if you know that an adverse behavior or situation must stop, now is the time to stop it! Nothing new can begin until you do! But do remember that past mistakes are often not mistakes at all, but situations you had to encounter in order to learn and evolve.

Week 32 is a wake-up week! And the more awake and aware we are, the more we will appreciate our personal ability to reason, learn, and understand. The more consciousness we give to our feelings, the more depth the mind receives in return. Pieces of the puzzle will fall into place this week.

August in this 11/2 Year is a 19/1 month. 19 is the karmic holding pattern that contains everything we did not learn – and everything we must learn – in order to progress. 2018 is the 19th year of the 2000s, so we have two 19s converging, giving us 38, which produces another 11.

11 is the number of ILLUMINATION, INSPIRATION, and the power of CONNECTION. Without the two 1s in 11, we cannot move from 1 to 2. We cannot progress at all.

Week 32 connects us to the creative 3 energy of the 21st century, and the 2 energy of the 2000s. This gives us the incentive to persevere, be creative, and pursue our passions wholeheartedly. As others strive to control our WILL, remember that our feelings, emotions, senses, and impulses, (our feminine energy) are what the Will is made of.

We have to keep moving in the direction we want to go. We have to keep believing in ourselves. And we have to keep increasing our capacity to give and receive LOVE. These are the feelings that will carry us forward.

As we increase our understanding of this ‘divide and conquer’ system, humanity is starting to CONNECT where there has always been separation. But the sheer barbarism of separating children from their parents as political policy is still not resolved in the USA – and such atrocities are happening everywhere as people continue to be uprooted and separated by war, poverty, and other acts of gross inhumanity.

Transparent 11 is exposing the imbalance, unfairness, and injustice that has been there all along, but was shoved into the darkness of denial. People are so busy keeping up with the pace that the system sets for us that we ignore things that really do matter. Distraction is a brutal weapon. We cannot afford to ignore reality this week, because the theme is CHOICE – and we have to know what our choices consist of.

Week 32 is a 5 week in the world (3+2=5), the number of sudden change, unexpected development, choice, and freedom. Feelings of uncertainty (fear) are inevitable. Awareness of your situation and surroundings is essential. This is ‘eyes-wide-open’ energy.

Be aware of excesses that feel like freedom at the time, but are actually avoidance of facing reality. 32/5 is an energy of contrasts – including the pain and suffering that greed inflicts on the world – and the beauty and intelligence that comes from caring and giving.

Week 32

5 sits at the center of the numeric spectrum. Things can go ‘either way’ when 5 is active, and although we cannot prepare for all eventualities, we can at least be prepared to be flexible. 5 requires us to be IN THE MOMENT because only in present time can we see what our options actually are, and how capable we can be. 5 helps us to learn from experience. Then, instead of being stopped in our tracks by guilt, over things that went wrong, we realize that life itself is one big evolving learning experience.

Some people are so afraid of change that they choose to stay trapped in the past, incapable of learning anything new. They know that life is changing anyway, but they deny this reality and try to drag us BACK to a time when their power was taken for granted. They express rage and hate, and notions of ‘superiority’ to cover up their fear of being ‘irrelevant’ and ‘inferior’.

Our emotional and intellectual evolution has been underway for quite some time, and nothing will change that. Time moves forward – and life goes on.

Human cruelty (towards all living beings) isn’t new. But in the transparency of the 2000s, it can no longer be denied. The 1000s are what we are evolving FROM. Until we let go of the past, we will have the impossible dilemma of living in two different ‘times’ simultaneously.

WEEK 32 2018

3 represents appearances, performance, communication, words, images, sound, shape, the arts, the stage – and the way things are staged. In this 10 week period in which all the Week Numbers begin with 3, we are learning deep lessons about the power of communication, authenticity, shallowness, depth, and how to sense when something is real or contrived.

2 is the principle number of our times – real time – the 2000s – and represents transparency, honesty, cooperation, teamwork, sensitivity, and the power of patience. Very soon, we will enter the decade of the 20s. But here in the 10s, many of the old ways of the 1000s are falling apart.

No, humanity is not losing its mind. Our minds are being stretched and expanded by our recognition of reality. Our emotional vibrations are so intense that they are cracking the walls of lies and denial and are pushing and pulling our minds OPEN. As a result, (and as painful and confusing as this can be), we are evolving emotionally and intellectually at the same time.

TUESDAY, AUGUST 7, 2018  (8+7+11=26=8). This 88 energy also occurs on Wednesday, August 8, which is the 8th day of the 8th month. And because 2018 is an 11 Year, the 99 energy creates intense numeric spirals that propel us backwards to learn from the past, and rapidly forward once the lesson is learned.

8 represents POWER in the physical world, and the dangers of power when understanding is lacking.

TUESDAY, AUGUST 7 is also the 74th birthday of Special Counsel ROBERT MUELLER. (7+4=11).  He was born in the 18/9 Year of 1944. Therefore, a strong 911 vibration surrounds his birthday this year. 911 and 119 often reverse the status quo, and trigger both the highest and lowest vibrations on the emotional range.

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 8th is the 220th day of the year and activates the Master Numbers 22 and 88.

22 is directly connected to the circumstances and conditions of large groups of people. 22 takes us beyond our limits – and enables us to focus deeply on our true intent. But when the intent is selfish, petty, greedy, or inhumane, the result can be restrictive, harsh, and destructive.

88 sets karmic 16/7 in motion. This focuses on the abuse of power through secrecy, conspiracy, and trickery, and exposes these things. 7 represents our capacity to LEARN.

Humanity is caught up in a futile battle to BE #1. But true leadership does not involve being ‘led’, or being ahead in the ‘game’ of life. Rather, leadership is the ability to lead one’s own life and to help those who cannot. This is how evolutionary progress is made – not through the cruel and selfish ways of the past that tear each other down.

In the transformational energy of Week 32, 1 represents the individual.  1 lifts other 1s UP. That is how 11 is formed. This is how life continues and flourishes.

FRIDAY,  AUGUST 10 is the 222nd day of the year, and these are powerful vibrations indeed. 222 adds up to 6, the number of justice, family, home, caring and responsibility, and the loving connection between parent and child. And because 2 also represents sensitivity, deep emotions are bound to arise today.

The 222nd day of this 11/2 Year, creates even more 8 energy (2+2+2+2=8) – the number of POWER – the power of the individual – and the combined power of many individuals. These multiple 2s, at a time when we are evolving from 1 to 2, carry an important message: the only antidote to self-destruction is self-acceptance, self-respect, self-love. Love is the greatest power of all. Outer peace comes from inner peace. 

Also on Friday, August 10, your personal weekly reading doubles as a daily reading. This occurs when the month and day add up to 9. (8+1+0=9). 9 represents endings, completion, drama, feelings, awareness, giving, empathy, compassion, and letting go in order to move forward. Circumstances and emotions intensify on these dates.

 When 9 is derived from 1 and 8, the focus is on worldly and economic matters. 1 = LEADERSHIP, including world leaders. 8 signifies POWER on the material plane. 10 brings existing conditions to a new level – usually for the better – but it can work both ways in this erratic 32/5 Week. New lows can be reached, too. And yet, the essence of Week 32 is one of personal freedom – amid others whose personal freedom is equally important.


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Week 30 2018 – DON’T DENY IT!

WEEK 30 runs from Monday, July 23 to Sunday, July 29, starting a 10 week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 3.

3 represents communication, the stage, how things are staged and crafted, the arts, creativity, entertainment, illusion, appearance, and the enormous power of words, sounds, images, and first impressions.

3 represents population, people, populism, popularity, social contact, and optimism. 3 is the number of joy, beauty, children, childhood, innocence, laughter, and the ‘lighter’ side of life.

However, 3’s extreme side can be shallow, spiteful, critical, dishonest, and destructive. It judges by appearance, lacks empathy, loves gossip, and is entertained by the suffering of others. Instead of the innocence of the child, the ‘spoiled brat’ is reflected as infantile behavior in adults.

Almost anything can be staged, and manipulating the emotions of the population has become a sinister art. That’s why it’s so essential to strengthen our emotional power, not by denying our feelings, but by expressing exactly how we feel, as spontaneously as possible. 3 is the number of outward EXPRESSION, without which we have no say in the course of our own lives, and no Will of our own.

In an authoritarian world, shutting down open communication – censorship – is an essential tool. 3 is the number of appearances and the ability to convince. But when people cannot be persuaded, the trick then is to create confusion.

From Week 30 until the end of September, communication – in all its forms – sets the theme on Earth. Notice how words and images are used to inform or disinform, to enlighten or deceive, to heal or harm. Notice how you yourself are communicating, and whether you are actually listening.

Notice the communication that occurs within yourself between your thoughts, feelings, senses, and urges. In today’s chaotic reality, people are sensing the true magnitude of their feelings, and the positive purpose of their emotional range.

Week 30 produces optimism amid the chaos. Provided we do not underestimate the seriousness of our situation, optimism can carry us over the most daunting hurdles. Hope is always the last thing to go – so hold onto it.

Meanwhile, this ‘must win‘ and ‘destroy the competition’ system has reached a stage of self-destruct in which the greediest and most unloving among us are preparing to fight to the bitter end for the grand prize of BEING #1. But it’s too late for that. The millennium of the masculine 1s is over, and we are entering the balance of feminine 2.

We are dealing with the most creative energy – and the most destructive energy – at the same time. So the question is, where are your intentions coming from?  Love? Or Hate? As people all over the world express their true feelings, their true colors appear.  No matter who we are or profess to be, whatever is inside is going to come out.

Being honest with ourselves is part of our evolution. But until we bring ourselves into present time by learning from past experience, we run the risk of destroying ourselves through sheer stubbornness – our refusal to recognize and accept reality.

1 teaches us that change is the result of inspiration and action. 2 teaches us the importance of openness, response, and coordination. And 3 is the chemical result of 1 and 2 which holds 1 and 2 together. 1 is the father. 2 is the mother. 3 is the child.

1, 2, and 3 add up to 6, the number of family, home, love, and responsibility. There are millions of families out there who are torn apart, homeless, desperate, and suffering. Torn apart by war and other violence, including poverty – and political design.

WARS DO NOT END.

The ‘cold war’ between the Soviet Union and the West was an offshoot of World War 2.

World War 2 was a continuation of World War 1.

The attack by Russia on modern day democratic systems is an offshoot of the cold war.

An estimated 106 MILLION PEOPLE lost their lives in the two world wars. This week marks the 104th anniversary of World War 1 which began on July 28, 1914. It seems that whenever the 3 energy is concentrated, people communicate more about the possibility of World War 3, because the power hungry individuals who control the world, communicate their desire for it.   

The September 11 attack on the USA in 2001, led to the second Iraq War in 2003 under George W. Bush (USA), and Tony Blair (UK).

The first Iraq War (the Gulf War), continued from 1990 to 1991, under George H.W. Bush and Britain’s Margaret Thatcher. Before that, there was another Iraq war, and another one before that, going back not decades, but centuries. Wars do not end. Wars quiet down, only to flare up again when those old damaged feelings are re-triggered, and they always are, like constantly opening up the same old scab so it can never heal.

Sometimes war is unavoidable, but only because the system in which we are trapped needs war in order to maintain control. 3 is the number of friends and enemies, friendliness and animosity.

As humanity evolves in the course of time, we are experiencing the fears of those who are stuck in the past, too afraid to move forward. The sensitivity of 2 is bringing our emotions to the surface as never before. Unfortunately, this includes people who are in such emotional denial that when their feelings do surface, they burst out uncontrollably and are extremely dangerous. Denied fear bursts out as terror, and materializes as terrorism – foreign and domestic.

The world is awash in LIES. A lie is denial of reality – the reversal of truth. Denial of reality is the biggest problem on Earth today. In the end, denial will destroy the deniers, because denial of reality is lack of awareness – stupidity.

And yet, we are all denying something. If we weren’t, we would have evolved past this chaos by now. So we have to be careful that we are not denying that we’re denying, which is the energy of a hypocrite.

But the more aware we are of our own denials, the more easily we see through the denials of others. Awareness of what is happening is essential. Awareness of reality is our greatest safety net.

One of the reasons even the most well-meaning people find it so difficult to combat the constant lies being told by governments, industries, and individuals, is that denial cannot be argued with. Whatever you say, it will be denied, turned upside-down, inside out, and tossed around until you start to question your own sanity. Denial denies everything – including its own existence. Denial will go to any length to divert attention from reality.

For as long as we are holding on to denials of our own – (for as long as we lie to ourselves), those who use denial as their primary tactic will always have the upper hand – because we are afraid of having our own denials exposed – accused of something we haven’t done – accused of the very thing that the deniers are guilty of – or denied recognition for something we have done.

11 is the number of illumination, exposure, connection, and inspiration. 2018 is an 11 year (2+0+1+8=11/2). In the next 10 weeks while the 3 energy of communication is so potent, there may be instances in which people shock us by expressing their true feelings. 3 can be such a gossipy energy that blackmail goes hand-in-hand with it. And in such a corrupt system, the threat of large-scale blackmail is extremely high, as we may see in the weeks to come.

We must be careful that the noise coming from everyone openly expressing themselves – or the noise of a system trying to divert our attention from something else – does not drown out some vital details. A detail is a slice of information. And the more information we have, the bigger and clearer the picture of reality becomes.

Injustice got a free ride in the masculine “I AM” 1000s. But that will change in the caring, sensitive, feminine 2000s. It was the combination of the 1, 2 and 3 vibrations that enabled the essential “Black Lives Matter” and “Me Too” movements to rise, along with many other forward-moving organizations that could not have survived in the previous millennium. For all the pain and suffering going on in the world, there is also great progress being made in all areas.

Being honest with ourselves is essential. Changing what we have been programmed to believe – changing our minds – can be confusing and painful. It can also be enlightening, elating, and exciting. As we open those parts of our minds that were closed, new possibilities come into view. We are not doomed or damned. We are evolving from an existence of deadly denial into one of truth.

It is through our feelings and senses that we experience physical life. Without our ability to feel, we are only a fraction of our whole selves. 1 is the number of SELF, and we cannot evolve into 2 (the number of others) until we can accept ourselves fully. Self-acceptance means loving all of yourself and not just parts of yourself. It means loving yourself unconditionally. You cannot love anyone else unconditionally if all of your self is not present to love them.


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Week 20, 2018

Week 20Week 20 runs from Monday, May 14 to Sunday, May 20.

People are not protesting political differences. People are protesting systemic injustice, cruelty, murder, incompetence, negligence, and the capture of the human Will. Our current position in the cycles of time is one in which the Will is rising to free itself – and we cannot know our true potential as human beings until we achieve this. When the feminine Will becomes equal to the masculine Mind, and they operate together, in harmony, who knows what can be achieved in this inner balance.

2 represents equality, partnership, cooperation, connection, details, and caring. We are awash in 2 energy in Week 20 – as flashes of 11 and 22 shed light on all those denials and distortions of the truth. We are moving further away from the 1000s and deeper into the 2000s, towards the end of the decade of the 10s – towards 2020 and the decade of the 20s.

It is not the nature of 2 to dominate, but 2 is nonetheless in the most dominant position as it takes its natural place in time. But we are being subjected to the dangerous denials of those who are terrified of losing their position in this game we call the human “RACE”.  They throw their denied fear at the world – and it hits us as terror.

In Week 20, we are at an important turning point. For the next 10 weeks, all the Week numbers begin with 2. No matter how fast things are moving in the outer world, 2 is trying to slow us down internally to give us a clearer sense of what is going on, and how we are ALL connected to current events – and each other.

The race is so complex in the Middle East that it seems to be spiraling in ways we have not seen before. As soon as Donald Trump pulled out of the Iran Nuclear Agreement in Week 19, a spontaneous escalation of bombing, suffering, and death occurred in the region. In these early days of the 2000s, we are dealing with the consequences of actions taken in the 1900s, and the overpowering growth of the industrial system which depends on both OIL and CHEAP LABOR – slave labor in many cases. The jockeying for position is breathtaking to observe.

DAYS ARE NUMBERS – NUMBERS HAVE POWER

Week 20 begins on May 14 – the 70th anniversary of Israel’s Declaration Of Independence in 1948.

This year on May 14 the USA makes its provocative embassy relocation from Tel Aviv to Jerusalem.

The following day, May 15, is the “Day Of The Catastrophe” or Nakba Day. The day on which the real physical occupation of Palestine began, ousting 700,000 Palestinians from their homes.

May 15 is also the first day of Ramadan – the 9th month of the Islamic calendar – a strictly observed holy month of prayer and fasting.

2018 is an 11 Year

May 15, 2018 is a 22/4 Day

1948 was a 22/4 Year

11:11 = 22

2 cannot exist without two 1s (1+1=2)

11 = connection. Therefore, 2020 = 11:11

The Master Numbers 11 and 22 are prominent as we approach 2020, and because all the master numbers, from 11 to 99, are multiples of 11, all nine of them are active in 2018.

Through its power of CONNECTION, 11 illuminates what we’re dealing with and forms a bigger, more precise picture. It shines its light on what we most need to see. But it also produces defense mechanisms for those who don’t want to be seen, which include creating distraction, blurring perception, muddying waters, reversing blame, the devious art of denial, and sheer brute force. While 11 signifies connection and unity, it also makes opposition to these qualities inevitable.

1 = SELF and 2 = SELVES…
1 = EACH and 2 = OTHER…

22 = large groups of people – the masses – and because it is a generally caring energy, 22 focuses on the conditions in which all of us find ourselves. But when the ego is over-inflated, caring is limited to the self, and others suffer as a result.

22 is the number of the Master Architect and Builder – and – the great destroyer that rips things to pieces. 22 represents large-scale concepts. For better or worse, 22 represents GREATNESS. With loving intent, 22 creates change by building something new which is designed to render the old irrelevant. But when the motivation is ego-based and selfish, the results are destructive and chaotic.

In the next 10 Weeks, the ways of the past will inevitably double-down and create chaos everywhere. But as humanity continues to free its own Will and evolve, it will be easier to see the potential of the future. It is vital that we do not normalize this ‘hostile takeover’ of the world.

Donald Trump was born on the 22/4 Destiny Path (6+14+1946 = 6+14+2=22/4), and the USA is in a 22/4 National Year in 2018. (7+4+11=22/4). May in a 22/4 Year is a 27/9 Month – the number of endings, conclusions, drama, deep emotions, and the opportunity to acquire genuine confidence, regenerate, reorganize, and rebuild.

People are trapped in history, and history is trapped in them. ~James Baldwin

Because the dying system itself is one big race to be #1 – racism can no longer be hidden or ignored. It is everywhere, and it affects everyone.

When racial discrimination become national policy, we have apartheid in our midst. Apartheid means “separateness”. Segregation. The police are often the worst offenders because their function is to uphold policy. In an authoritarian system, the police do not protect and serve the people. They protect and serve the system. These assaults and murders are distinct acts of terrorism. Crimes against humanity. And such tactics belong in the segment of time we are evolving FROM, and must never be ‘normalized’.

“One love, one heart, let’s get together and feel all right..” ~Bob Marley, One Love

Old concepts are changing drastically now, as the hypocrisy of white privilege is seen more clearly. White people can no longer hide behind the mask of superiority that the system imprinted on them. As some complain that “not all” white people are like this, the fact is that all white people have white privilege – put in place to keep poor whites in line by instilling the belief that even the poorest white is superior to any black. White people, including myself, need to be humbled and inspired by this – not crippled by guilt or made defiant by denied guilt – just humbly aware of our place in a diverse, fair, balanced, evolving world. Humility does not mean being any less than you are. It means accepting yourself exactly as you are. Self Acceptance is the greatest lesson that 1 has to teach at this time, and it applies to ALL of humanity.

The cruel act of separation (divide and conquer), is part of many immigration tactics around the world, including the separation of refugee children from their parents, announced as policy in the USA just last week. Separation tactics were used in Britain, as part of the Windrush atrocity.

1 = separation
2 = 1+1 = unity

If we look at 11 from a different angle, it is the very symbol of EQUALITY. Turn 11 on its side, and there it is. 

 The Will is made of feminine energy, (emotion). That’s the part of us that is evolving now. But the development of our emotional power is not about crying, yelling, or being depressed. It’s about feeling the impact of a situation strongly enough to want to do something about it – and then BEING part of the solution. We must FEEL what is happening in order to change it. This is how we WILL things into being.

War is not the answer. But it is the tactic of masculine energy that refuses to evolve into its higher potential. Unevolved 1 focuses only on the SELF and feels superior to others. It has to win, it has to be better, bigger, faster, smarter – it has to be best. It has to win at all costs. And when it feels itself slipping, it bullies its way back to the ‘top’. This small-mindedness creates the concepts of MALE SUPERIORITY, WHITE SUPREMACY – and the RACE to be #1. Unevolved 1 cannot move beyond the extremes of inflated or deflated EGO.

On the other hand, evolved 1 desires to learn new things, to lead its own life, and to accept that OTHERS have the same rights. Evolved 1 brings BALANCE to the ego. This is authenticity and genuine confidence (not a false outer appearance of confidence which cannot be maintained in 2’s transparency). 1 is the nucleus of all the OTHER numbers, and its purpose is to generate life, not hold it back.

When we take freedom and abundance for granted, we lose the balancing power that gratitude brings and we move into the tangle of greed, which is compounded by denied guilt. Not only is greed the inability to feel satisfied, it is also the inability to feel grateful. And taking the gifts of life for granted brings many problems. Greed renders us so afraid of loss that it closes our hearts to others, even those we love.

This transition between 1 and 2 is complex and difficult. 2 does not compete. 2 cares, cooperates, and accommodates. 2 is sensitive, intuitive, has patience, notices the details – and makes us aware of how 1 thing leads to another.

Week 20 ends on the 20th, which should be interesting.


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Week 18, 2018

Week 18WEEK 18 is a 9 Week (1+8=9). It runs from Monday, April 30 to Sunday, May 6.

1 = THE INDIVIDUAL, ego, self, beginnings.

8 = POWER, position, money.

9 = ENDINGS, drama, karma, deep emotions.

When 18/9 is out of balance, there is a tendency to go to extremes in pursuit of a goal. People stop caring about anything that does not pertain to what they are aiming for, and get caught up in selfishness, greed, contest, and irrational behavior. Here in Week 18 of this 11/2 Year (2+0+1+8=11=2), the EMPOWERMENT and DISEMPOWERMENT of INDIVIDUALS is strongly emphasized.

Imbalanced 18/9 denies the relevance of anything that stands in its way. Even the most obvious truths are denied. Imbalanced 18/9 narrows its focus to materiality, money, status, and power, to shield itself from guilt. It is important to remember that guilt is not an emotion. Guilt is a judgment we make against ourselves. And there is nothing more dangerous than denied guilt.

Guilt is inevitable in 18/9’s vibration because 9 represents compassion, caring, giving, healing, sympathy, empathy, and awareness. But it is difficult to live up to 9’s potential when 1 and 8’s denials prevent them from CARING about outcomes. Unbalanced 18/9 cuts off its nose to spite its face.

BALANCED 18/9

BALANCED 18/9 incorporates vision, personal power, potential, and resources – and works diligently with an idea until it comes to life. It sees this system of greed and hate for what it is  – one big RACE to be #1. Balanced 18/9 dismantles our racist programming and helps us see what is possible when we work together. Every individual is 1. We are all 1.

9 takes us backwards – to learn from the past.

1 brings us forward and 8 gives us the power of correct understanding.

Balanced 18/9 enables us to feel satisfied… (the opposite of greed). New ideas and ideals can then create the beginnings of a new system where balance is maintained through fairness, equality, justice, and truth. Yes, we are a long way from such a reality, but this vibration within 2018’s 11/2 energy of CONNECTION, can deepen our desire for it.  And desire brings movement…


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Week 17, 2018

week 17Week 17 runs from Monday, April 23, to Sunday the 29th.

1 (action) + 7 (intelligence) = 8 (power). It sounds simple, but at this stage of the human journey, there is a great complexity involved. 8 focuses on POWER in all its forms, including the power of DESIRE.

8 represents the Material Plane, which we often confuse with ‘materiality’ and greed. The Material Plane is Mother Nature herself, our main source of feminine energy, which greed is constantly attacking and throwing out of balance.

Everything on Earth originates in nature. Whatever we DESIRE, Mother Nature provides.

DESIRE is one of the strongest vibrations we have. We cannot exist without it because desire is the initial movement of life. The desire to BE. The Will to LIVE.  However, the  fact that human beings can desire horrific and despicable things doesn’t alter the fact that desire is an essential part of life. It all depends on whether our overall intent is loving – or not.

We are evolving from an antiquated system of male supremacy, white supremacy, and wealth supremacy, which relies on DENIAL OF REALITY for its existence. This system of competition and contest is where the horrors and atrocities of racism originate – and all forms of prejudice. We are not the ‘human RACE’. We are human beings.

In Week 17 of this illuminating 11/2 year, denial is much harder to maintain. No one is immune here. Our personal and collective awareness is expanding. And the more conscious we become, the more we recognize the predicament we are in!

In a system that is driven by contest and war, it is only a matter of time before the system goes to war with itself. And it’s only a matter of time before a system driven by destruction destroys itself.

The road out of denial is fraught with danger and brutality. But here in the feminine 2000s, our position is also filled with opportunity, potential, creativity, and the wonders we can achieve when we express ourselves from the heart – openly and freely. Peaceful intent takes us onto a path of realism and honesty, and the DESIRE to transform what we already have into something more caring, imaginative, intelligent, fair, balanced, loving, and joyful.

Greed is desire that is so out-of-control that it desires to control the desires of others. What craziness we live in! We are programmed to believe that desire is the problem, while being bombarded with advertising and enticements which increase our desire – for material things. It is our desire for freedom, justice, peace, and harmony that this system cannot tolerate.

1 is the INDIVIDUAL. 

7 is the MIND. 

1 is outgoing.

7 takes you inward.

1 exudes confidence and fearlessness.  

7 needs to know exactly what it’s dealing with.

1 is doing.  

7 is learning.

In Week 17, we experience both the chaos caused by lack of awareness – and the bigger picture that attention to detail creates. 17/8 highlights efficient planning, true understanding of existing information, and an intuitive ability to correct its own imbalances. But when the imbalance goes unchecked, 17/8 exposes extreme self-interest, arrogance, greed, jealousy, impatience with detail, and denial of the facts.

WEEK 17 BRINGS PROGRESS – THROUGH CONNECTION.

The events of Week 17 are connected in various ways to the decade of the 1980s. The decade of money and power, bullying, hostile takeovers, insider trading, and the  belief that money rules, might is right, and greed is good.

The main reward of 8 is the feeling of SATISFACTION that comes when you truly and thoroughly appreciate what you already have; and when you know you have enough. Greed is the inability to feel satisfied and therefore never happy. Greed is the belief that there is no such thing as enough, thus a constant feeling of lack.

As we evolve into our true selves, we see the shallowness of those outdated tactics. 17/8 shows us that we are so much more than the old system allows us to be. Fascism exists to prevent us from realizing our true worth, our true power, and our free Will. It must not be given a chance to take hold!

As we gain the power of self-acceptance, the controlling forces are scrambling to extinguish the rising WILL of humanity. As we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, the denials, lies, deflections and maneuvers are utterly astonishing. Therefore, on the road to 2020, we really must BE “the change we want to see in the world”.


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11 WEEK – 11 YEAR – continued (March 13)

Tuesday, March 13 is day 2 of this 11 11 week. (Read about the week itself and yesterday’s phenomenal energy HERE). If you are reading this after the date or week in question, there is always SO much to learn from this life-changing energy we’re traveling through…

March 13, 2018 is a 9 day in the world (3+13+11=27=9), which highlights dramatic and emotional events and circumstances. 9 is the number of conclusion. This can mean the end of something – or it can refer to the conclusions we reach in our minds. 9’s spiral shape can produce ominous “what’s next?” feelings because, just like being on a spiral staircase, we cannot see what’s around the corner.

This is also the 72nd day of the year. Now we have  two 9s and two 11s.

911 + 911 = 1822 =13.

So we also have two 13s here on the 13th.

13 is the karmic vibration of 4 and produces circumstances in which we must LEARN what 4 has to teach.

11+11=22, and 22 is the ‘master’ vibration of 4, in which we are able to put what 4 has taught us into large-scale and purposeful practice.

4 is the number of WORK and how things work – the number of SYSTEM, and all the different systems that govern our lives. 4 is the number of mechanism and procedure – and the number of classification (especially the class system, which is ruthlessly fighting for its life right now, against the rising WILL of the people).

4 is the number of identity – our own individual sense of who we are – and how we identify ‘others’. 4 shows us how we ‘label’ people and things according to how we have been taught to calculate ‘worth’. And 4 points out how we limit ourselves by this worthless labeling. Remember: 11 11 = 4. We are 1 – with ourselves, each other, and ALL the life on our self-sustaining planet, Mother Earth.

4 is the number of logic. Only the facts will do. The purpose of 4 is to find error and correct it, and sort out the truth from the lies – and this serves an enormous purpose in this 11 Week / 11 Year.

The symbol of 4 is the square or box. And the more we learn what 4 has to teach, the more confined and boxed in we feel. 4 is the number of both limitation and breakthrough. And today, mentally, emotionally, and even physically, is a day to keep going, push on through, and break out of that box!

To do this, we must be aware of when we ourselves  deny reality by pulling the box around us in an effort to protect ourselves from the feelings (especially fear, rage, and grief) that facing reality triggers. We cannot change what we are too afraid to look at. 4 gives us the determination and the WILL to carry on, and the intelligence to find solutions.

4 is the number of the HEART – which is where courage comes from (not the testicles, as this ‘man’s world’ seems to believe). By equating courage to ‘having balls’, we tell women that in order to be strong they must be more like men. 1+1 = 2, the number of our present point in time – the 2000s. 2 = feminine energy. Feminine energy = the WILL.

It is important to remember that 11 + 11 = 22 – the number of the master architect and builder. The number of compassion and improving conditions for human beings, (and the animals and natural world), on a global scale. But, like all ‘master’ energy, 22 can be used in the opposite way and become the master plotter and destroyer, and the heartless wreaker of chaos and suffering on large sections of the population. Master Numbers are concentrated POWER – and even those whose intentions are ‘good’ can become intoxicated by them. And when this power falls into the hands of those whose intentions are ‘bad’, the extent of the potential damage is incalculable.

911 is the emergency code in the USA, and the USA is in a 22/4 National Year in 2018, which is derived from 11/11.

July 4 = 7+4=11

2+0+1+8=11

11+11=22

Donald Trump was born on the 22/4 Destiny Path. June 14, 1946 = 6+14+2=22/4. (Always keep master numbers and karmic numbers whole when calculating).

When 9 and 11 merge, another 11 is produced: 9+1+1=11. Yes, the numbers are jumping out at us this week. They are jumping all over the place!

March 13th is the second day of this 11/11 week. (Read about the week itself and yesterday’s phenomenal energy HERE). If you are reading this after the date or week in question, there is still SO much to learn from this life-changing energy we’re traveling through…


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11 WEEK – 11 YEAR

The 11th WEEK of this 11 YEAR runs from Monday, March 12, to Sunday, March 18. This week’s complex alignment of numbers demonstrates how 11 interacts with other numbers. All Master Numbers are multiples of 11, and because so much master energy is involved here, our recognition of reality is being magnified. It’s as if we are looking at ourselves through a gigantic metaphysical microscope.

Who am I?

Why am I here?

What’s going on?

Where am I going?

Who is going with me?

Being totally honest with ourselves is a major part of our evolution. Without that, we cannot see what we’re dealing with, and we remain lost. 1+1=2, the number of sensitivity, and the principle number of life in the 2000s. 2 will keep shaking our senses and triggering our emotions until we accept how we truly feel about our own existence.

11/2 represents LIGHT, TRANSPARENCY, CONNECTION, COOPERATION, CARING, PATIENCE, and INSPIRATION. The 3 energy of March highlights COMMUNICATION and CREATIVITY, including how we are communicating with ourselves – and what our behaviors and beliefs are actually creating.

March 12 brings the Master Number 33 into play – the master teacher, healer, and communicator, who transmits information through popular culture and entertainment – or propaganda and intimidation. 3 represents illusion, which in itself can be very entertaining, but its purpose nonetheless is to trick our senses.

33 is the most balanced form of 6, the number of both BALANCE and EXTREMES. We must learn how to push the extremes (in ourselves and in the world) back to their right place at the edges – the fringes. 6 represents responsibility, justice, equality, love, healing, education, and community. With so much hate, fear and cold-heartedness on the rise, the power of LOVE that exists in us all must rise and flow. Each of us has a chance every single day to bring more kindness and compassion into the world.

March 12, 2018 is an 8 day in the world (3+3+11=17/8). 8 represents all forms of POWER. 8 helps us make things materialize and bring ideas to life. 8 = manifestation and abundance … unless it is taken over by greed and feelings of superiority. This widens the gap between wealth and poverty, comfort and struggle, fairness and injustice.

March 12 is also the 71st day of the year (7+1=8). These two 8s produce 88, and demonstrate that knowledge is power – when it is correctly understood, and when the mind is open and willing enough to learn new things. Meanwhile, people with extraordinarily small and dangerous minds – whose focus on greed is so narrow – are in positions of great power. When knowledge is used to mislead and control, it drains the intelligence of those who get drawn into it. 88 offers intuitive depth into what we are experiencing. Intuition is something we feel and sense, rather than something we have to figure out in our minds.

8+8=16=7.

Before we can get to the knowing that comes from 7 (the number of wisdom and the mind), we must first get through 88’s karmic 16/7 vibrations, which represent the abuse of power, conspiracy, betrayal, scandal, secrets, lies, intrigue, and the dark art of denial – all of which is happening right now in the world, at levels that resulted in both world wars.

And yet humanity’s potential to change itself from within and alter this disastrous course has never been greater. But it will not happen by itself.

The war of the sexes – the inner imbalance between masculine mind and feminine emotion – has taken on new dimensions as women rise to claim respect, fairness, and equal value. It is from this imbalance that all injustice originates, and why peace on Earth is simply a dream. Balance requires us to truly feel whatever we are feeling, from the depths of despair – to the highness of joy – and the entire range of feelings in between. We cannot evolve, and nothing can change, until we release ourselves from the emotional and mental prison of the ‘old world ‘ which is descending into unabashed nationalism (nazi-ism), as it struggles to destroy the Will that is freeing itself.

Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive~Sir Walter Scott, (from his epic poem Marmion – 1808)

Acceptance of reality provides our only way forward, but coming out of denial is not a simple process. The mission of denial is to capture the truth and prevent it from reaching consciousness. When we deny the truth, we cut ourselves off from reality. And each denial has to be supported by other denials, so that a whole wave of denial weaves its way through our lives. The web of lies encircling the world is almost impossible to keep up with.

We know that the world is full of deceit. But because everything in the outer world reflects our inner condition, we must also be aware of how we deceive ourselves. The more honest we are with ourselves, the easier it will be to understand what is happening in the outer world.

March in an 11 Year is a karmic 14/5 month (3+11=14/5). This is the energy of unpredictability. Its lessons are usually sudden and unexpected. 14/5 shocks us with aspects of reality that our denials were blocking. It teaches us things we didn’t realize we needed to know. 14/5 karma involves learning from both our mistakes and our successes – learning from experience – and using this knowledge constructively.

5 sits at the center of the numeric system. So there is a see-saw effect in the way we can be up one minute, and down the next. This is caused not by the number itself, but by the confusion that comes from our own indecisions or indifference.

5 is the number of FREEDOM. We are at a point in the human journey where we must make serious and often difficult decisions that help us regain our power as a species, much of which has been siphoned out of us by this greed-ridden system. No matter who we are or where on Earth we live, we are in the process of retrieving our power to exist as the free spirits we are meant to be.

And notice that when 5 and 11 combine as they do throughout March, (5+11=16/7), we are drawn back to 16/7 and we have to look at the whole ‘abuse of power’ aspects again. We have a wild ride ahead of us. So hang on tight!

And this is just Day 1 of this 11 Week / 11 Year. I will write more as this highly unpredictable week unfolds.


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2018 – WEEK 10

Week 10 runs from March 5 to 11. This is the 10th Week of an 11 Year – in a 10 Decade. Week 10 represents intense, immense, fundamental change which brings us to the ‘next level’ – while the light of 11 exposes what is hidden.

As we move deeper into the 2000s, we encounter feminine 2’s openness and transparency. Humanity is in the process of freeing our Will (feminine energy/emotion) – which is prompting cruel and desperate attempts to prevent the truth from surfacing. Suppression of the truth is denial of reality, which is the main problem on Earth today, and opens the door for authoritarianism to step in and take over. Denial is the barrier that stands between consciousness and Free Will.

Some people are in so much denial that their minds automatically shut out new information, rendering them unable to learn anything new.  Many of these people have risen to positions of great power on Earth, and denial has become ‘policy’. In the 2000s though, truth will prevail because truth and accuracy is 2’s nature.

Stay informed. Don’t ignore (deny) what is happening. And understand that this descent into fascism is happening all over the world. This is an attack on humanity BY other human beings. The power of humanity is its WILL – and that is what we must rescue, heal, and develop – the feminine aspects of life – our ability to feel, sense, empathize, and intuit.

The forward-moving and innovative nature of Week 10 can help us face the truth more willingly.

Week 10 

starts on the 64th day of the year, 6+4=10.

March 5, 2018 = 3+5+11=19/10/1

Decade = 10

Monday, the first day of Week 10, is a 10 10 10 10 day. This combination will have a profound effect on us as individuals because 1 represents the self. Multiple 1s represent many selves. We are 1.

4 x 10 = 40, and 4 is the number of both limitation and breakthrough. Although the attempts to dominate humanity (and all of life) are real and highly dangerous, we have it in us as a species to break through the barriers of the old failing system into a freer and more peaceful existence. But we are living in two different segments of time simultaneously, and we have to find our way through the chaos.

Humanity must rise to free its own Will. It’s the only way forward.

1 = masculine electricity

2 = feminine magnetism.

There are likely to be a few ‘lightening bolts’ this week that illuminate the shadows, if only for a moment, exposing the true nature of what’s going on. Our feminine senses are increasing their focus, and the vibrations of our constantly rattled feelings are opening our minds to the reality of our situation.

Tuesday, March 6 is a 2 Day in the world (3+6+11=2+0=2). It is also the 65th day of the year which = 11. This connects to the 11/2 year of 2018, making this an 11:11 day. Sunday, March 11 is another 11:11 day.

Also on Tuesday, your Weekly Forecast is repeated as a Daily Forecast. This repetition occurs when the month and day of any date add up to 9. (3+6=9). Feelings and circumstances intensify or reach a peak on these dates. (See link to the weekly forecasts at the bottom of this page).

Wednesday, March 7 is the 66th day of the year. 66 helps us develop the courage to take full responsibility for ourselves, to stop worrying about what others think of us, and stand tall in our own skin. Of course we cannot be independent in a system that thrives on our dependence on it, but the power of 66 enables us to see things as they really are, which is the first step to breaking free.

66 represents children and young people all over the world. While 3 is the number of the child, (1 is the father and 2 is the mother), 66 is 3‘s most balanced form, and represents maturity.

The wisdom of the millennial generation comes from their honesty – which comes from their feminine emotional energy. They are showing us that it is not enough to merely ‘know’ something. The mind alone cannot change anything. We can study a problem all we want, but until we are emotionally driven to do something about it, nothing changes.

Today’s young people were born into the chaos of changing millennia and they feel this on a profound and practical level. 66 is the number of the Master Communicator. And 6+6 = 12, which represents our current position – the gap between the 1000s and the 2000s.

1+2 = 3, the number of COMMUNICATION. 3 also represents the 21st CENTURY which is where today’s young people have taken root. And look what they are doing as we move into 2’s openness. They are opening the lines of communication that the fears and denials of preceding generations shut down. March 7, 2018 is a 3 Day in the world (3+7+11=21=3).

11 is the number of light and inspiration.

66 multiplies 11’s light 6 times!

No matter how old or young we are, this is a time to experience the power of our own youth by letting go of the guilt and emotional denial that ages us. So today be honest with yourself about how you are truly feeling, even if you don’t have all the facts.

Be prepared to let go of the dogma imposed on us by this greed-ravaged and war-torn system – and imagine the potential of life on Earth if we could evolve out of this path of self-destruction. We are ALL children – and it’s time to grow up.

Day 66 in this 11 year produces another Master Number – 77, and its karmic 14/5 aspect. 77 represents fame and fortune, the high life, riches, celebrity, inheritance, hierarchy, “affluenza”, and the power of awards and titles. 77 is an exciting energy – the number of sex, drugs, and the means to have whatever your heart desires. I will write more about this next week because the very last day of Week 11 (March 18th) is the 77th day of the year.

Thursday, March 8th is a 22/4 day, (3+8+11=22/4), which focuses on the conditions in which people (and animals) exist on Earth. This is accompanied by 4’s karmic 13 vibration which comes from the 67th day of the year. This combination focuses on our individual and collective sense of identity. The world is changing, and the validity of what we are programmed to believe is the ‘norm’ is collapsing. 11:11 = 22, and symbolizes equality. Turn 11 on its side, and you have the equals sign. We are living in symbolic times. And symbols of every nature are forms of communication.


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55 and 19

55 and 19Master 55 and karmic 19 are prominent numbers on Saturday, February 24, 2018 – the 55th day of this illuminating 11/2 global year. 55/10/1 brings dynamic energy into our lives and helps us to deal intelligently with large-scale change.

55 helps us to stay calm in chaotic situations, instead of panicking or going into denial. 5 is the number of resourcefulness, and this double-5 infusion helps us understand what a situation most needs, and how best to implement it.

Both 1 and 5 indicate strong change, but there is a difference between the two.

1 = independence.

5 = freedom.

1 brings change through gradual progress.

5 brings change suddenly.

Sometimes the sudden changes that occur in 5 are the accumulation of 1’s gradual changes all coming together at the same time. This can be both confusing and inspiring. 55 keeps us focused on developing the courage and Will to uncover the truth.

5 makes us aware of our physical presence among others, and right now, 1 is helping us to evolve beyond mere selfishness into self-acceptance. Only then can we genuinely accept ‘others’.

55 breaks down old barriers

55/1 brings to fruition what was once considered impossible or ‘before its time’ by enabling 1 to let go of what it is clinging to, so that life can flow freely and naturally. Only then can our greater potential unfold.

As new and unusual ideas arise, changes of consciousness may be experienced, but don’t mistake this for inconsistency. 55 represents true innovation, and breaking through old barriers into something new, original, functional, and lasting. The 55/10/1 vibration breaks outdated understanding, and brings us to the ‘next level’. 55 makes us realize that we are citizens of the world – we are ONE. (55=10=1).

However, all those outdated understandings (the old ways of the 1000s) are fighting desperately to maintain control and often become more dangerous when master numbers are in play. This will continue while the decade of the 10s is active, which makes 2020 such an important year in the human journey. The adage about ‘hindsight being 2020’ has a deep significance here.

55 enables us to understand the principles of equality among human beings and why this is the key to balance (peace) on Earth. This extremely fertile and sexual vibration gives birth to unusual concepts – and unusual children.

KARMIC 19

While 55 is the most balanced form of 1, 19 is the karmic vibration of 1. Today’s date makes this a 19 / 10 / 1 day in the world.

Month=2

Day=2+4=6

Year=2+0+1+8=11/2

2+6+11= 19 / 10 / 1

19 / 10 / 1 is one of the karmic energies that humanity is working through in order to evolve from the masculine 1 energy of the previous millennium to the feminine 2 energy of the 2000s. (After 19 comes 20). 19 brings us face to face with what 1 has to teach – which is basically about our SELVES. 11 symbolizes 1 (the individual) coming face to face with oneself. (1+1=2).

In both 55 and 19, we must learn as we go. This means letting go of stubborn beliefs that keep us trapped in the past, discovering what works and what doesn’t, and accepting ourselves and each other as fellow travelers on the road of life. And while that reality seems a very long way off, and it is, it is nonetheless the road we are ON as we move deeper into the 2000s.

All this is occurring in the 8th week of 2018, which you can read about HERE

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WEEK 8 … and the power of 2

WEEK 8 runs from Monday February 19th to Sunday the 25th, bringing us into an unusually high concentration of 2 energy. 2018 is a 2 Year, (derived from master number 11), and February is the 2nd month of this 2 Year. There is a significant shift going on in Week 8, and if our senses are open, we will really feel it.

This karmic 13/4 Month emphasizes order and system, and the disorder that must occur as the old system – the old order – continues to implode under the weight of the chaos its demise is creating. With such lack of knowledge and constant denial of reality, it is obvious that humanity’s madness rose to the top, and the ‘inmates’ really are running this authoritarian madhouse.

Emma Gonzalez

Emma Gonzalez speaks from the heart with raw emotion – and moves the nation.  See link below for whole speech….

Children are being killed and abused all over the world, in diabolical wars and other atrocities that keep the old system going. The heart-breaking yet now routine slaughter of children is a stark reflection of the heartlessness that rules us. Young people are the future, and they know it!

But this old dying system doesn’t want there to be a future if it cannot control it. “If I can’t have it, no one can”!  “You will not replace us!”  And this depraved and dangerous level of selfishness is what we’re all dealing with now – and what so many young people are openly and bravely standing up to. As a result, and despite the chaos yet to come, a new future is unfolding.

In the transparency of the 2000s, the fantasy of ‘supremacy’ is so out of place. But we have not seen the worst of it yet. Revelations about the abuse and sexual harassment of women have changed the whole dynamic. But just wait until more layers of denial slip away and new revelations about the physical and sexual abuse of children are brought to light.

Everything we do, every breath we breathe – is tied to the system. But we entered a new frequency when we moved from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s, in which the old system of secrecy and dishonesty simply cannot sustain itself. Transparency is openness, and openness is honesty.

This transition from a violent top-heavy ‘man’s world’, into a balanced world will not be easy. Balance is the home of equality, fairness, justice, and LOVE. And it is not the nature of feminine energy to dominate – so the world is not going to change from a man’s world into a woman’s world. That would be just as imbalanced. But we instinctively know that male dominance cannot continue within the power of 2, and the circumstances of Week 8 will verify this fact.

Humanity has always been at war with itself. That is the insanity we are evolving from, and 2 will help us deal with these complex matters through its power of connection. Symbolically, ‘adding 1 and 1 together’ is also the nature of this 11/2 Year. (1+1=2).

2 slows things down so we can notice the details, see how they connect, and look at life from a wider and deeper perspective. 2 = feminine energy, intuition, patience, cooperation, right timing, and efficiency. 2 thrives in groups, partnerships, and joint effort.

2’s transparency enables us to see through the denials, deceptions, and lies. 2 represents the senses, sensitivity, our ability to feel and think at the same time, and indeed to know the difference between feminine feelings and masculine thoughts. The evolutionary balance we so desperately need – starts within.

On Tuesday February 20th, we enter a 10 day cycle in which all the day numbers have TRIPLE-2 (222) vibrations:

  • February = 2,
  • each day begins with 2, (20th, 21st etc).
  • 2018 = 11 = 2

This infusion of 2 reminds us:

  • we are in the 2000s.
  • the decade of the 10s is ending soon.
  • the decade of the 20s is just 22 months away.
  • 2020 is likely to be a major turning point on Earth.

Furthermore:

  • Thursday, February 22, 2018 = 2222 = 8.
  • The 53rd Day of the Year = 8.
  • This is Calendar Week 8.

8 is the number of POWER in the material world. Knowledge is power. 8 provides peace and balance through accurate understanding. 8 enables us to thrive, not just survive. 8 represents manifestation, abundance, business, economics, and the power of Mother Nature and her resources.

However, 8 is also the number of greed, and the chaos and cruelty that come from DENIED GUILT – the basis of psychopathic illness. 8 is the number of the bully, the abuser, the manipulator – and the mayhem that comes from intellectual laziness and mishandling of information.

Week 8 is a POWER week – in all its manifestations. And the POWER OF 2 is intense. The power of emotion. The power of the mind. The power of the human Will. The power of caring. The power of potential, imagination, and visualization. And the power of LOVE.


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WEEK 7 – Part 2

The numeric makeup of 2018 (an 11/2 year in the world) is very complex, and although we experienced these energies in 2009, the effects are much stronger now as we move closer to the pivotal year of 2020.

The numbers occurring this week – the 7th week of the year – give us a glimpse of just how intense things will get in the meantime. Week 7 runs from February 12 to 18.

This is Part Two of  “Week 7” – read Part One here: … Week 7 – Part 1


Monday, February 12, 2018 = 2+3+11 = karmic 16/7

Calendar Week = 7

43rd Day of the year = 4+3=7

43rd day of this 11 Year = 7+11=1+8=9

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

Let go of denial and face what ever the reality happens to be. There can be no solution until we know precisely what we are dealing with. We begin this week on a wave of triple-7 energy which implies that there is a LOT to analyze and learn in the coming days. Be sure to read the previous article on this powerful 777 vibe … Week 7 – Part 1


Tuesday, February 13, 2018 = 2+13+11=2+6=8

44th day of the year = 44/8

44th day of this 11 Year = 44+11= 55/10/1

Karmic 13/4

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

Wherever opposites and opposition are creating barriers, 55 reveals the magnificent potential that comes from working together towards a common goal. The cultures of bullying, greed, austerity, and forced compliance, are highlighted by 44 – and 11’s sensitivity and intuition enables us to see through it. As a result, we see that the people who are imposing all this suffering are doing so out of a warped sense of superiority and fear of losing ‘position’.


Wednesday, February 14, 2018 = 2+14+11=2+7=9

45th day of the year = 9

45th day of this 11 Year = 9+11=2+0=2

Karmic 14/5

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

45 creates spirals within spirals, endings within endings, and constant shocks to the system. 45 reflects  the most stubborn errors and misunderstandings of the past – to prevent us from repeating them.

4 = system, order, work, how things work, precision, detail, and the LOGICAL MIND.

5 = erratic change, freedom, resourcefulness, adventure, sex and gender, and the PHYSICAL BODY.

9 = conclusions, drama, trauma, the end of an era, letting go, and DEEP FEELINGS.


Thursday, February 15, 2018 = 2+6+11= karmic 19/1

46th day of the year = 4+6=1+0=1

46th day of this 11 Year = 1+11=1+2=3

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

19/1 is the holding pattern that contains what we most need to learn in order to evolve. 13/4 reveals the barriers we create for ourselves by refusing to learn what must be learned.

46/10/1 triggers the DESIRE and DETERMINATION to make those changes.

3 opens the lines of communication.


Friday, February 16, 2018 = 2+16+11=2+9=11/2

2+0+1+8= 11/2

47th day of this 11 Year = 11:11

11+11=22/4

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

February 16 = 2+16=1+8=9.

11 sheds light on what we need to see – both the past and present. 11:11 draws our attention to the possibilities of the future. (2020 in particular). 22/4 is the sum of both 11:11 and 2020. 22/4 represents greatness and major accomplishment – OR – great chaos. 22/4 signifies the conditions in which we (and all the other animals) live, and the need to improve them. This is n 11:11:11 day.


Saturday, February 17, 2018 = 2+8+11=2+1=3

48th day of the year = 1+2=3

48th day of this 11 Year = 3+11=karmic 14/5

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

Be honest and open with yourself. Only then can you be awake and aware of the dishonesty that others are communicating. Past mistakes are not mistakes at all if you learn what they have to teach!


Sunday, February 18, 2018 = 2+9+11=22/4

49th day of the year – karmic 13/4

49th day of this 11 Year = 13+11=2+4=6

February = 2nd month of this 11 Year = karmic 13/4

Be kind to yourself today because that is where all kindness starts. If we are to evolve from this very cruel world, we cannot deny its existence. Our tendency to deny reality is the biggest barrier to our progress. This is not a time to look away from what we do not want to see. It is a time to look deeper into it. 22 takes what is and BUILDS upon it.


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WEEK 7 – Part 1

Week 7 2018Week 7 runs from February 12 to 18.

It began on a strong 7 7 7 vibe, which involves karmic 16/7, the master number 77, and the 14/5 karma that 77 contains. And that was just the first day of the week.

Calendar Week = 7

The 43rd day of the year = 7

February 12, 2018 = 2+3+11= 16/7

The master 11 energy from 2018 is constant throughout the year.

We are on the brink of disaster one moment, and the brink of breakthrough the next. The vibrations of Week 7 in this 11 Year have us swinging between the edge of true evolution – and the backwardness of the past. As the old system collapses, our subdued feminine energy is escaping through the cracks – and is the ONLY thing that can bring this man’s world into balance. But remember that humanity has never known true balance, and there is nothing predictable about the outcome. The future unfolds from the actions of the present – and we all have vital roles to play.

Facing the realities of this cruel, heartless, and meaningless world has triggered our first and foremost emotion – the survival instinct. We are feeling the wild effects of our un-evolved male-dominant world being brought into balance by the very energy it is most afraid of and has deliberately kept down … our feminine energy … our emotions … our WILL.

Week 7 brings us into the realms of the mind: information, analysis, learning, and planning. 7 represents the nonphysical, introspective, under-the-surface aspects of life, and our ability to get tangible results from knowledge gained.

7 also represents mystery and intrigue, strangeness, secrets, lies, conspiracy, scandal, deception, blackmail, treachery, and the classic ‘fall from grace’.

7 brings out our fears like no other number, and we must recognize how cleverly this natural emotion is used to control us. Yes, there is much to fear in these uncertain and volatile times, but remember that we’re evolving emotionally. Fear is not the problem. Fear is the messenger. The problem is being unable to face our fears – and name our fears (and what triggered them) – and know the difference between what needs to be feared and what does not. Week 7 is a learning week, and we have SO much to learn about the loving power and purpose of the entire emotional range, with all its strings, layers, and combinations.

The masculine mind has always considered itself superior to feminine emotion and the physical body, and has used RACE and GENDER as qualifiers of worth and merit. But in the increasing transparency of the 2000s, no matter how this lop-sided class system has classified us, we are facing realities about ourselves and each other that we’ve been ignoring – denying – for ever. As I have written many times before, the human RACE is not our species. We are humanity. The human RACE is the system in which we are trapped. 

For as long as we accept this big ‘RACE to nowhere’ as the norm, racism is held in place, and humanity remains the only species on Earth at war with itself. Week 7 draws us closer to war, but also gives us glimpses of what our potential could be, in a state of peace (balance).

Karmic 16/7 affects matters of secrets, self-awareness, and excessive pride (supremacy). 16/7 sometimes brings us in to an emotional mixture of fear, anger and suspicion, and the constant stress of having to calculate our every move.

However, the first day of Week 7, February 12, 2018, occurred in the company of two other 7s which do not have karmic vibrations. The masculine mind is moving – and it’s moving to the rhythm of our feminine emotions. Intelligence is expanding as our emotional vibrations pry our minds OPEN!

We are now facing the reality of what we are evolving from. But we cannot evolve from it if we do not understand how it came to be. Without this understanding, we will just do the same old thing over again. Those two other 7s are producing the 14/5 karmic vibration and may show us, through something unexpected, how denial of reality is the greatest problem on Earth today.

We deny reality because we don’t like the way certain feelings feel. But it takes both the mind AND the feelings to interpret reality. The mind believes that the feelings are an impediment, often oblivious to the fact that the vibrations of our feelings is what keeps our minds OPEN. If we cannot feel, the mind is closed to new understandings. This week’s 7 7 7 vibe is an opportunity to be more honest with ourselves and break through these ‘restraints of our own making’ – our denials.

16/7 focuses on the abuse of power. It focuses on unusual partnerships that conspire to out-do others or hurt people. This is not just about what’s happening on the world stage. Similar scenarios are going on in our own lives, or nearby.

16/7 highlights areas of self-centeredness and lack of accountability. It shows us where love has been violated by distorted motives. The horrible, deadly, heartless behavior occurring all over the world reflects those old unevolved parts of us that we don’t want to admit are there. That cannot change until we allow ourselves to express the emotions we’ve been holding in – for generations. However, such an outpouring could be dangerous if we do not understand the power, purpose, and the essentialness of the feminine energy that exists in everyone.

February 2018 is a karmic 13/4 month (2+11=13), the number of restriction, delay, effort, breakthrough, identity, organization, and detail. 4 seeks correctness and exactitude, and points out errors and deceptions. 4 is the number of system, work, how things work, and all work-related matters, including economics, jobs, the cost of living, and other practicalities. 4 thrives on effort, determination, precision, and efficiency.

4 also signifies the INNER work that will bring peace into our world. Until our masculine minds make peace with our feminine feelings, outer repression and aggression can only grow. Everything starts within and generates outwardly. 4 represents breakthrough.

4’s karmic vibration, 13, is associated with overwork, laziness, and ill-preparedness, (which we often mistake for being “unlucky”). 13/4 represents carelessness in situations where attention to detail is essential.  There are major lessons for us all to learn from karmic 13. And because the 11 energy ILLUMINATES and INSPIRES, it helps us to focus on – or at least search for – what we most need to see and understand. No one is immune to what is happening on Earth right now. This is what “we are one” (we are 1) is all about. Pulling ourselves TOGETHER.

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Week 49 ~ DENIAL AND REVERSAL

Creative Numerology – Week 49 runs from December 3 to 9. This is a karmic 13/4 Week. (4+9=13=4).  4 is the number of restriction, obstruction, delay, hard work, dedication, and breakthrough. Attention to detail is essential in this energy.

FACT vs FICTION!   NO DENIAL!

Week 49 brings to a conclusion a 10 week cycle in which all the week numbers began with 4. In this 10/1 year of 2017, this has been a crucial time in the human journey.

In Week 45, we passed through what I call the Plane Of Reversal which comes from the sequence 11/9 and 9/11. This energy has a tendency to turn things up-side-down and inside-out. In the USA, the infamous Tax Reform Plan was unveiled by the Republican Party on November 9 (11/9). This suggests that the plan could be reversed and replaced with something more feasible and fair. Or that it really will reverse the status quo and plunge millions of Americans into widespread hardship and eliminate healthcare for millions more. We already know that this plan will do the reverse of what its architects say it will do. Perhaps the restrictive nature of Week 49 will stop it from going any further. Or perhaps not.

Only time will tell as the USA moves forward towards its limiting and ‘practical’ 4 National Year in 2018. The same applies to the ‘austerity’ and racism taking place in Britain (also moving into a 4 Year in 2018). Donald Trump moves into his 4 Personal year, too, which makes 2018 a Destiny Year for him – a year that connects directly to the 4 path on which he was born.

Humanity is in the midst of an evolutionary process in which we must free our WILL from those who are oppressing it. We cannot evolve until we deal with these two major evolutionary elements: DENIAL and REVERSAL and, in particular, the ability of people to reverse this brutal push toward authoritarianism. We are far more powerful than we realize.

1 represents individuality and independence, and we have to stop denying that WE, individually, are the 1s who must implement reversal instead of waiting for it to miraculously occur with little effort on our part. How we achieve this must be uppermost in our minds. None of us are free – and none of us are above this fray. We must learn what 1 has to teach before we can move into 2, without destroying ourselves and our precious Mother Earth.

We traveled through an abundance of 1 energy during this 10-week period, including two days of 11:11 vibrations. And on November 29th / Week 48, 15 distinct 1s occurred in the date alone. Yes, 1 is definitely trying to teach us something! (See link at end of article).

And now, we are moving through a week-long segment of karmic 13/4 energy. It began on Sunday, December 3, which is the 337th day of the year, which also adds up to 13/4. Add the two 13s together and you have 2+6=8 – the number of POWER in the material world. On its baser level, 8 is also the number of greed, bullying, and the delusion of superiority based on wealth, background, or physical might.

WEEK 49 IS A 4 WEEK IN A 4 MONTH.

December = 1+2=3

2+0+1+7=1+0=1

3+1=4

These two 4s give us a more balanced form of 8, and yet, wherever there are two 4s, there are always opposites and opposition. 44 exposes just how divided we are as individuals – and as a species – and breaks down our denials with logic – so that we have no choice but to face reality. This can feel as if we are moving through a compression chamber as so many different feelings rush to the surface and pull us in all directions at the same time. As difficult as this is, it is to be expected since we are evolving emotionally.

44/8 not only brings correct information, but also a deeper understanding of it. Most of the information coming to us now is much more complex than it first appears. Mentally and emotionally, this is a push-and-pull, stop-and-go, hurry-up-and-wait, what-the-hell-is-happening, kind of week. Although that sounds like every week, this chaotic atmosphere is likely to intensify as we move closer to 2020.

It is essential that we strengthen ourselves emotionally for whatever lies ahead – not by denying what we feel and pretending we are somehow above it all – and not by being so overwhelmed by our feelings that we become despondent and broken. There is nothing wrong with fear when we understand its natural power and purpose. Denial of rational fear has played quite a role in enabling the power-hungry to take more of our power away.

Strengthening ourselves emotionally requires masculine mind to accept feminine emotion just as it is – and as an equal. In the outside world, this has reflected as women having to behave more like men in order to have some semblance of equality, but never actually being equal. As our feminine energy rises, it is confronted in the outside world by bullies and ‘strongmen’ who are terrified of being ‘replaced’ by women. This is where ALL racism begins in this ‘human race’ we are told is life.

As more truth is exposed, denial will continue to deny, regardless of evidence. That’s what denial does. Denial of reality is the root-cause of most of our problems on Earth today, and the combination of karmic 13/4 and master 44 may bring us ‘down-to-Earth’, perhaps with a thud! And perhaps with a reversal that is quite unexpected. As truth seeps through denial’s cracking walls, denial has less and less ground on which to stand, and those making the denials appear more and more insane. The more we face and deal with reality, the more sane we become – and the easier it is to recognize the dangerous insanity that has pushed its way into the highest power-positions – and from which we must evolve.

As hardline masculine 1 continues its effort to drag us back to a time when it reigned supreme, equality-seeking feminine 2 is finding its power here in the 2000s by providing a counterweight to what would otherwise be total male domination. It’s not just women doing this. We all have feminine energy. We all have emotions, and this ability to feel is the basis of Free Will. The feminine Will, which is present in both women and men, is RISING to free itself, while the forces that have kept the Will subdued are DESCENDING into outright authoritarianism because of their denied irrational fear of becoming irrelevant.

Think occasionally of the suffering of which you spare yourself the sight.   ~Albert Schweitzer

Week 49 brings obstruction, but also the means and determination to break through barriers. 4 = success through effort and hard work. Things are happening in the world – and in our own lives – which we cannot afford to ignore. The 49/13/4 vibration can help us move out of denial into the light of reality, even if it feels like an assault on our senses. We cannot change what we refuse to see.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.  ~John Lennon, Strawberry Fields…

In Week 49, on December 8, 1980, 37 years ago, John Lennon was murdered. He was 40. This occurred 3 weeks after the release of his new album with Yoko Ono, “Double Fantasy”. One of the most pertinent tracks on this album is “Watching The Wheels”, which sums up his disdain for the industrial system pretty well. And of course, there will always be “IMAGINE”, which is more than a song about peace. It is also about our need to stretch our minds – to image-in – to visualize and create a better world. Without the power of imagination, we cannot make the reversals we need to make. We have been living in a system that prevents us from imagining anything outside the system.

In terms of the numerology involved, it was obvious back in the 1990s that the system would collapse in the 2000s, especially after the collapse of the Soviet Union in 1991. The current system certainly needs to go because a system that is based on competition but simultaneously strives to ‘destroy the competition’, is a system of self-destruction. Our task is to transform what we have left into a  system that will nurture life, not destroy it. Only through the power of our WILL, in the spirit of peacefulness, can this be achieved.

December resonates to the number 3 (1+2=3) – the number of communication, the internet, media, ‘society’, social media, social matters, words and images, entertainment, population, and popularity. 3 is the number of EXPRESSION, and it is essential that we express ourselves openly and honestly if we are to save our fundamental NEED to express ourselves! When we do not express spontaneously, or when we express spontaneously but without correct understanding, we do not produce enough energy to keep the space around us open. So it seems as if life is closing in on us. It is not. It is only the suppression of our Will – holding back our true feelings – that makes us feel this way.

I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain. ~James Baldwin

The feeling of anger is totally compatible with love. Anger is the result of pain, which love wants to heal. Yelling out or cursing when we hurt ourselves is a normal outward expression of pain. But when we hold our anger IN, it hardens – and is hard to heal. Then it turns to rage, and then hate. And because our emotional denials have been so commonplace and normalized, we don’t even realize that this is happening within us.

ILL FEELINGS

Hate is NOT an emotion. Hate is an infection of the emotions caused by suppression. Hate is a severe deficiency of love. The tendency, even in the most loving heart, is to hate hate – and that’s how the infection spreads. Hate thrives on hate and therefore needs you to hate it. That is our dilemma. When we equate justifiable anger with hate, it becomes frozen in guilt and cannot change or even understand the conditions that caused it.

In dealing with stark opposition and opposites, we are dealing with fixed belief against fixed belief. This is like trying to connect two like-ends of a magnet. They simply cannot connect. The means of connection (and our current phase of evolution) can only be found when positive (masculine mind) accepts negative (feminine feelings) in the balance of equality.

This brings us back to the karmic aspect of Week 49. Karma is not punishment. Karma is the learning of what we have been unable to learn – the natural laws of ’cause and effect’. We are likely to learn something important in this regard on Wednesday, December 6, when the month and day add up to 9.

As we move towards 2020 (a variation of both 11/11 and 22/4), we are having to face our own reflection – which is often quite frightening because we see our weaknesses along with our strengths. In the 2000s, we must move beyond the confines of 1 as the FIRST number. This is reflected in extreme ideologies, such as “Britain First” and “America First”… and any irrational sense of superiority.

Do not wait for leaders; do it alone, person to person. ~ Mother Teresa

Once we accept our rational fear of having no set path before us, our natural pioneering spirit can kick in, imagination can expand, and progress can be made. We came into this millennial lifetime to cut a new and original path for ourselves. 1 is the number of leadership, which does not necessarily mean leading others, or following someone else. The lessons of 1 enable us to lead ourselves. 1 is the number of independence, and we are now realizing just how dependent we are – all of us.

Those that care for the sick, the unloved, the abused and the abandoned I count as the greatest Angels amongst us. ~Sass Jordan

1 is the number of SELF. We came into this lifetime to learn how to be independent and take care of and be responsible for the SELF – and still have deep and meaningful relationships; to help people up when they are down; and care for people who cannot get up at all. It’s not all about people though. Basic kindness must start with the animals. But the assault on wildlife is so rampant and heartless right now that entire species are going extinct. To create a kinder world, we must be kind to all of life.

The essence of independence is choice, and we all have some very important choices to make in the weeks and months ahead. They will not all be watersheds and defining moments. It is the choices we make in our ordinary everyday lives that will forge the path towards where we want to be.

Meanwhile, the frenetic pace of our evolutionary spirals and reversals will not slow down. 2018 is an 11 year in the world – two 1s bringing us forward in time towards 2020.

I had a dream that all of time was running dry
And life was like a comet falling from the sky
I woke so frightened in the dawning, oh so clear
How precious is the time we have here.

Are we not wise enough to give all we are?
Surely we’re bright enough to outshine the stars
The human kind gets so lost in finding its way
But we have a chance to make a difference til our dying day

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TRUMP and the ART OF DENIAL

TRUMP IN THE MILLENNIAL SHIFT

As we evolve from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s, we are experiencing a change of frequency in which the old male-driven system (1) is breaking down under the incoming power of 2’s feminine vibration which is slowly bringing equality, fairness, justice, and a much needed BALANCE into the world. But the old is resisting the new with a voracity that would rather destroy everything than have to share the abundance of Mother Earth with “others”.

The old tactic is to keep the feminine under control, and Mother Earth is the ultimate feminine vibration in physical form.

She is simply to be ‘used’ and capitalized on. This relentless ongoing attack on Mother Nature to extract her resources (abundance) forms the basis of misogyny (the pathological hatred of women), and gives rise to wars that never end.

In this overly-competitive system, some people think of themselves as the ‘winners’, and everyone else as losers. The very thought of losing is unthinkable and terrifying to them, but the feeling of terror must be denied no matter what. Of course, they cannot win this futile fight because time is the framework of evolution, and time is forever moving forward – in millennial proportions. But it’s becoming apparent that the damage they can do on the way out can be globally catastrophic.

In an evolving world, nothing can stay the same indefinitely. But power-hungry people like Donald Trump are still following the ways of the 1000s, using the tactic of DENIAL to delay this vital transition.

The 8th month of August emphasizes our own personal power. 8 exposes how those seeking power make themselves appear more powerful than they actually are – by disempowering others. They do this by homing in to people’s denials, things they fear other people knowing about. But when denial breaks down, as it must do as we evolve, we must take responsibility for what we have denied and bring it to full consciousness as quickly as possible. There is still a dangerous tendency to blame others for the problems on Earth, without seeing how we ourselves are contributing.

It is impossible to look honestly at today’s reality without having an emotional response. Emotion is feminine energy. To maintain control, the system subdues and manipulates the power of our feelings because that IS our own personal power. Our ability to FEEL is the WILL of life. It is what propels us in the direction we want to take. And the reason it is so hard to believe that we actually have Free Will is because the system only has acceptance for happy or so-called ‘positive’ feelings, which is only half the emotional range.

DENIAL MUST DENY

The Republican Party, which Donald Trump chose as his platform, is now having to confront its own denials which allowed Trump to slide in there so easily to begin with. When you openly deny scientific facts; when you deny basic human rights to certain sections of the population, while hailing another section as “superior”; when you deny women the right to govern their own bodies; when you deny equal pay for equal work – or a livable wage, you have set yourself up for people like Trump to rise – and take over.

There is no ‘master race’ on Earth. The belief in racial supremacy is primitive and repulsive. It was through these channels of denial that the master denier Donald Trump, emerged as a popular contender for the most powerful position on Earth. And yet he knows nothing about how the world works. How could he? He is in denial of reality itself!

Denial is a disease we all suffer from. This is why Trump’s rise is inevitable and necessary. If human beings did not deny reality, we would have already accepted our astonishing diversity and we would be evolved and enlightened beings. The world would be a very different place. But the system we are trapped in requires us to deny our emotions – deny how we REALLY feel inside – as we strive to conform to what we are told is “normal and natural” behavior. This too is denial of reality. There is nothing normal or natural about the industrial system of war and misery that we are evolving from. This system defies nature.

Yes, Donald Trump lies constantly … but lying is only one part of denial’s range. Denial is humanity’s most serious disease because it is the basis of self-destruction. Self sabotage is the result of continued denial of reality, so we have much to learn from the example that Donald Trump is reflecting.

Our need to be constantly ‘entertained’, and our addiction to ‘popular culture’, particularly TV, has also enabled him to rise to this power-position. “Reality TV” has been his forte for many years. That is where he learned the finer aspects of mass-manipulation through the stirring-up of people’s emotions, especially those emotions that are buried in denial, such as hate, rage, fear of inadequacy, fear of being wrong, fear of loss.

Denial acts as a malevolent firewall, the mission of which is to extract truth from consciousness, and prevent truth from reaching consciousness in the first place. In Donald Trump, we are seeing the extent of humanity’s denials being reflected back to us from the world stage. But denial denies everything, including its own existence. And this gives him another edge:

THE POWER OF DISBELIEF

I could stand in the middle of Fifth Avenue and shoot somebody, and I wouldn’t lose any voters, OK? It’s, like, incredible.”  ~DONALD TRUMP (Jan. 23, 2016)

People are asking, in stunned disbelief, how Trump is able to get away with all the lies, hate, fear mongering, and bigotry – and why some of the very people he attacked are now lining up to “serve” him. It is obvious that he is a master at manipulating emotions. But he himself is not an emotional man. It is unlikely that he ‘feels’ much at all, other than his own presence. His own ego – a ‘sense of self’ so out of proportion that he believes he is the most important and magnificent man on Earth. He ‘senses’ that everyone is hiding something. We all have denials of our own, no matter how cleverly we deny them.

He takes full advantage of the confusion he creates by throwing out suggestions, innuendos, accusations, and creating layer after layer of lies. No one could possibly get away with this for very long, but he is doing so because what he does is always BEYOND BELIEF. No one knows how to deal with the COLOSSAL LIE because anyone who tries is immediately confronted with their own denials. Fear of being exposed keeps most people too ‘frozen’ to be effective against such an unfeeling force.

This is what Adolf Hitler wrote about the ‘big lie’ in his book, Mein Kampf:

“The principle was that in the big lie there is always a certain force of credibility; because the broad masses of a nation are always more easily corrupted in the deeper strata of their emotional nature than consciously or voluntarily; and thus in the primitive simplicity of their minds they more readily fall victim to the big lie than the small lie, since they themselves often tell small lies in little matters but would be ashamed to resort to large-scale falsehoods. It would never come into their heads to fabricate colossal untruths, and they would not believe that others could have the impudence to distort the truth so infamously. Even though the facts which prove this to be so may be brought clearly to their minds, they will still doubt and waver and will continue to think that there may be some other explanation. For the grossly impudent lie always leaves traces behind it, even after it has been nailed down, a fact which is known to all expert liars in this world and to all who conspire together in the art of lying”.

This appears to be the strategy of Donald Trump, too. The “small minded masses” cannot conceive of someone telling such enormous and outrageous lies. But as we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, we are more able to ‘see through’ the lies, which is why Donald Trump is (at last) starting to loose his grasp.

But do not be lulled into a false sense of security about this. He has triggered the uprising of a misogynistic and racist following, who will still be there long after Trump falls. One of the reasons denial is so hard to take is that you then have to deal with the reality you were hiding – the secrets you were keeping from yourself.

As he continues to overestimate the stupidity of the masses, his strategy is backfiring and his own stupidity is on full display. But there are always those who stand behind the bully. Not only do they believe that the bully will keep them safe, but he also legitimizes their own bullying behavior.

HUMANITY’S INSANITY

“… there’s a deep, instinctual cruelty in Trump — he finds people’s weak spots, their insecurities, and he exposes them in front of crowds.” ~Ezra Klein

Many psychiatrists have now attested to the fact that Trump meets every description of Narcissistic Personality Disorder – which we used to call egomania – an obsessive preoccupation with one’s self. (1 is the number of SELF.) He acts on his own uncontrolled impulses and is possessed by delusions of grandeur and superiority. The egomaniac cannot empathize with others.

In her Book “Why Is It Always About You?”, Sandy Hotchkiss describes “the seven deadly sins of narcissism” as follows, (and every one of them is quite visible in Donald Trump):

1: Shamelessness. Shame is the feeling that lurks beneath all unhealthy narcissism, and the inability to process shame in healthy ways.

2: Magical thinking. Narcissists see themselves as perfect, using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to dump shame onto others.

3: Arrogance. A narcissist who is feeling deflated may re-inflate by diminishing, debasing, or degrading somebody else.

4: Envy. A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person’s ability by using contempt to minimize the other person.

5: Entitlement. Narcissists hold unreasonable expectations of particularly favorable treatment and automatic compliance because they consider themselves special. Failure to comply is considered an attack on their superiority, and the perpetrator is considered an “awkward” or “difficult” person. Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage.

6: Exploitation can take many forms but always involves the exploitation of others without regard for their feelings or interests. Often the other person is in a subservient position where resistance would be difficult or even impossible. Sometimes the subservience is not so much real as assumed.

7: Bad boundaries. Narcissists do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves. Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all. Those who provide “narcissistic supply” to the narcissist are treated as if they are part of the narcissist and are expected to live up to those expectations. In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other.

On this basis, it is doubtful that he would willingly drop out of the race, even though his campaign is floundering badly. He would have to be forced out, or he would have to invent another ‘big lie’. But whatever happens, we must not lose this opportunity to learn more about the debilitating force of denial, both our own and other people’s.

I am not just running against Crooked Hillary Clinton, I am running against the very dishonest and totally biased media – but I will win!   ~Donald Trump (August 6, 2016)

Denial shuts down the imagination and diminishes awareness. Whatever realities we refuse to recognize is a measure of our ignorance. That is what the dumbing down process is – the closing of our minds through emotional manipulation. Trump denies his own dishonesty through deflection – throwing it at other people: the dishonest press, crooked Hillary, lyin’ Ted, Pocahontas, etc., while praising anyone who praises him.

We are evolving beyond the easily manipulated INFORMATION AGE into the AGE OF TRUTH – and the ‘truth deniers’ are rising against this in brutal fashion. They will do anything to take life back to how it used to be when their “authority” went unchallenged. In the case of Trump, that would be the 1980s and 90s.

EMOTION IS OUR HONESTY

“Honesty is such a lonely word, Everyone is so untrue, Honesty is hardly ever heard, And mostly what I need from you. ~Billy Joel (52nd Street, 1978)

Billy Joel’s classic song, “Honesty”, is about lack of shame – which is guilt in denial. And denied guilt is what makes our world so dishonest, brutal, and totally out of balance.

Denial is also the most misunderstood disease. This is why MENTAL HEALTH is now a serious topic of conversation at all levels, covering not only Donald Trump’s sanity, but also the spate of people whose backlog of denied emotions is now bursting out and killing other people – all over the world.

On the basis of “everything starts within”, all hatred is self hatred. When you do not accept what you are honestly feeling, you are denying it the path it needs to take in order to heal, and so the hate just sits there, within the body, and festers – until it makes you physically ill, or something in your outer life triggers it – and it rushes to the surface. When emotions burst out like that, they can be very dangerous. And this is the energy Trump is using as fuel. Denied emotion. Denied reality. Denied guilt.

The fact is that we are all responsible for our own emotions because they are an inseparable part of who we are as individuals. There is never a need to harm yourself, or others, in the process of emotional expression.

A MOMENT OF TRUTH

The USA has seen itself as “#1” for so long that we can learn many lessons about the  1 energy from what she is experiencing now. 1 is the number of SELF. The number of ego. The number of leadership. The number of change.

2 is the number of principle, sincerity, and the ability to persuade without force. 2 is also the number of accountability. As terrifying as the thought of a Donald Trump presidency may be, (and it is looking more unlikely by the day), his emergence as a strong presidential contender is both inevitable and rich in karmic lessons which we all have to learn at this precise time in the human journey.

As a species, no matter where we live in the world, we have reached a tipping point here in this 9 year of endings and completion, (2+0+1+6=9), regarding the dumbing down process, and we have to continue figuring things out for ourselves. To do so effectively, each of us must find our point of balance between masculine mind, feminine emotion, and biological body. Those three parts of ourselves are shattered and scattered by a system which, to a larger extent than we may want to admit, is doing our thinking for us, by controlling our emotions.

But when those three parts of ourselves align within the individual, they align with other individuals who are also healing and evolving from the old system. Out of that balance emerges the fourth dimension in the form of WHOLE human beings – unique individuals who are spiritually, emotionally, and physically connected. Thus the reality of WE ARE 1.

1 is the number of ego – and we have been so misinformed about the ego that it’s very easy to blame it for everything. Ego is your sense of who you are, as an individual. Ego is not the culprit. Ego is the gauge. It moves one way when one’s sense of superiority oversteps the bounds of balance (inflated ego) – and the other way when self-hatred gets the better of you (deflated ego). Finding this inner balance is an essential part of our evolution.

Meanwhile, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right – on we go – marching to the same old beat of the established, politics-as-usual, drum. But as we evolve, we are learning to dance to the beat of our own drum which, of course, comes from our own individual hearts. That’s where our LOVE resides. It is only our denials that prevent us from loving more fully.

Remember: humanity is not losing its mind. Our minds are being stretched and expanded by our recognition of reality. The vibrations emanating from our feelings are cracking the walls of denial and are pulling our minds OPEN. And so, we are evolving emotionally and intellectually at the same time.


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