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WEEK 47 – on the road to 2020

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Calendar Week 47 runs from Tuesday, November 19th to Monday, November 25th. This is an 11 week – in the 11th month of the year, making this an 11/11 week.

11+11= 22. This is directly connected to the double-2 energy of 2020.  The events of this week, both personal and worldly, provide an unusual opportunity to better understand what we’re dealing with.

Sparks will fly and shocks will be felt – not only because November 2019 is a karmic 14/5 month, in which life-changing things happen suddenly and unexpectedly, but also because all 9 Master Numbers (multiples of 11) are active this week.

Master Numbers are TRANSFORMERS. They convert the energy of two like-numbers into their total, creating a more powerful and versatile current. The two 1s in 11, give perfect balance to 2 – the number of CONNECTION – and important CONNECTIONS will be made this week – all over the world.

Other numbers have extraordinary potentials too. For instance, 10 brings growth, forward movement, and evolution, and takes us to the ‘next level’. We are in the final weeks of the decade of the 10s – a 10-year span in which our experience of life is teaching us about the masculine number 1, so that we can move away from the male-driven 1000s and more deeply and safely into the equality and balance of the feminine 2000s.

10 takes us to the next step.  20 is the next step. (2020 – and the decade of the 20s). Sensitive 2 makes us feel our emotions deeply. And only by knowing exactly what we’re feeling can we sense what the ‘next step’ consists of.

We have the most to learn from a cycle as it comes to an end – because the ending contains what still needs to be learned. Right now, 10 is a driving force – making us face reality – making us learn what we couldn’t learn before, through whatever our current experience happens to be.

The karmic numbers are also active now – the TEEN numbers – which are largely what the decade of the 10s is made of. The 19 in 2019 takes us back to the 1900s, and the 19th Century before that. The Industrial Age.

Many of the situations unfolding on Earth today, political, territorial, social, and environmental, can be traced back to those days, especially 1910 and 1919. It’s worth looking up. ALL of today’s problems are directly connected to unresolved matters of the past. To learn from the past and stop repeating it, we must go back to where we lost contact with reality and regain consciousness there. To heal the effect, we must find its cause.

4, 7, 11, and 2 are all detail-oriented numbers. 2 notices the details. 4 sorts them and puts them in the right order. 7 analyzes them. And 11 brings clarity by shining its light on the whole thing. But we have to want the truth. We have to desire it in order to attract it, instead of merely distracting ourselves from it. This understanding can help us TRANSFORM current reality into something better, instead of the system collapsing completely with no remaining structure to work with.

In this dishonest world, we are learning to be honest. Starting with ourselves. Emotion is our honesty, and the fact that we have been programmed to suppress our feelings has resulted in this cold and feelingless system from which we must evolve. Humanity’s dying heart needs a shot of masculine electricity to revive it, and the pull of feminine magnetism (gravity) to keep it grounded. Therefore, this may involve some kind of shock.

As multiple truths dawn on us this week, it seems that everything is happening at the same time. But as this convergence of master and karmic energy clashes, it also lights up our position and shows us the extent of our many dilemmas. This week is likely to bring an unavoidable facing of reality – a jolt of realization – and an emotional response which can open our minds as to how best to get through it.

Friday, November 22 (11/22), produces 33, and because it comes from 2 Master Numbers, it is highly energized. 33/6 = responsibility, love, equality, keeping the balance, maintaining fairness, human rights, animal rights, healing, educating, and the discovery of new creative forms. But because 6 represents extremes as well as balance, it also sways to authoritarianism, bigotry, and destructive forms. We the people are so much more powerful than we know, but the old system is going to extreme lengths to prevent us from realizing this.

6 is the number of the HOME and FAMILY, and while so many people are dealing with deeply emotional family and relationship matters, 33 reminds us that Mother Earth is also our home. But she is now pushing back angrily against the abuse humanity has imposed on her since the dawn of the Industrial Age – and this is a fight we cannot win.

We cannot supersede Mother Nature, because we are just one part of her. She will survive without us. We cannot survive without her. She provides the resources for us to live abundantly and peacefully. But our self-destructive system must capitalize on absolutely everything – and if a resource doesn’t have a money-making purpose, it is considered unessential and disposable – and this includes “human resources” – human beings.

1 is the number of BEGINNINGS. If we don’t know how something began, we will not know how to prevent it from happening again. We have to learn from our mistakes and discover different ways of doing things. This week, we may become aware of a stubbornness we didn’t know we had – and the trap of getting so set in our ways (monotony), that positive change seems like utter chaos. We really do have to change the way we live.

1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. That’s what you are – 1 individual – among a world-full of other individuals. But we are programmed to mistrust and hate anything “OTHER”. Ah, the sheer effectiveness of “divide and conquer”!

Humanity is a magnificent collection of unique individuals whose very differences give meaning to the term “WE ARE 1”. It is our differences (diversity) that make up the richness of our potential, and our ability to work together (chemistry). We are not all meant to be the same. But we are meant to be the individual we are inside.

Labeling us is how capitalism and the class system work. It always sways toward authoritarianism, because it is based on position and title. This is where the concepts of superiority and supremacy come from, and the false lable of the self-proclaimed “RULING CLASS”. Capitalism breaks the Will of the people into unrecognizable fragments so that it can never gain the momentum with which to free itself.

Free Will means being able to express outwardly what we are feeling inwardly. That’s what propels us forward. We know that the WILL is rising now because of the massive outpouring of emotion that is occurring all over the world. And feminine energy is leading the way through natural empathy and emotional intelligence.

Week 47 is the 8th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4 – the number of WORK and HOW THINGS WORK. 4 is the number of SYSTEM – and we’re looking at it now – the system – and how it works. The system is breaking under the weight of its self-inflicted imbalance, and we are experiencing the sheer mania – ego mania – in those who cannot accept that they are not superior after all – and never were.

The world is awash in protests, uprisings, coups, impeachments, and continued atrocities. The direction humanity takes depends not only on how hard we push in any particular direction, but also how seriously and methodically we go about it. 7 teaches us that great patience and meticulous planning are needed to make evolutionary change.

As the Age of Truth starts to form out of our desire for truth, we are being bombarded with lies. We are evolving towards FREE WILL, but are being sucked into the coldness and cruelty of fascism. In the words of Bill Moyers, just last week:

“A society, a democracy, can die of too many lies. And we’re getting close to that terminal moment, unless we reverse the obsession with lies that are being fed around the country.“ 

And of course, the ‘country’ isn’t just the USA. It’s every country.

And on the subject of liars, here is what James Baldwin had to say about it:

“A liar always knows he is lying and that’s why liars travel in packs: in order to be reassured that the judgement day will never come for them. They need each other for the well-being, the health, the perpetuation of the lie.” 

And on the BIG LIE itself: Nazi propagandist, Josef Goebbels said:

“If you repeat a lie often enough, people will believe it, and you will even come to believe it yourself.”

The 3 energy of 2019 is creative and joyous by nature, but we are experiencing destruction and misery instead. The other side of 3 is a murky place indeed – where children are stolen and kept in cages, people are killed because of their color or culture, and entire populations are occupied, punished, or ‘vanished’, and those in need are considered worthless. The other side of 3 is where innuendo, lies, and conspiracy-theories shape people’s minds, and where blackmail and extortion are ‘policy’.

When we mistake entertainment for real life – life inevitably becomes a “reality-TV” show. We’ll see what happens. Tune in for the next installment. This one is feuding with that one. Look at the ratings! Believe what we tell you and don’t trust your own senses or your own intelligence.

“up is down”,

“war is peace”.

“In a time of deceit, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.”

~ George Orwell, “1984”

We have been imprinted with the belief that when we are in pain, we must subdue our true feelings and simply “get over it.”  But denying the feelings and memories involved is not how you get over it. To get over it, (heal from it) we have to go through it. If we do not respond to experience, we cannot learn anything from it – and there is something valuable to learn from every experience. Ultimately, and surprisingly, HEALING is the main objective of this momentous week. It starts with understanding what needs to be healed.

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WEEK 45 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 45 runs from Tuesday, NOVEMBER 5 to Monday NOVEMBER 11.  This is the 6th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of restrictions, obstacles, correction, stubbornness, effort, and breakthrough.

WEEK 45 is always a volatile cycle in which the tracks are switched, and we find ourselves on a different route – destination unknown. There is much uncertainty when 45 is active, but there is also a strong resolve that keeps us steady and engaged – waiting for a cue – or a clue.

4 = restriction. 5 = freedom. 4+5 = 9, the number of endings and completions, high drama, deep emotions, the end of an era, and the end of this old, unsustainable, greed-ridden system. 45 reveals the muck that stands between us and our own evolution which involves aspects of the past that we don’t want to deal with. 45 reveals hidden details and shows us the extent of things – how far, wide, and deep they go.

3 years ago, in the 45th week of 2016, Donald Trump became the 45th President of the United States. Double-45!  Since then, his presence has consistently dominated life on Earth and has brought misery to many people, usually those who are in the most need of help. His Life Path Number is 4, which, in its raw unevolved form, needs to overpower and control. With impeachment looming large, we begin the week feeling the apprehension (uncertainty) of what Week 45 (and the 45th president) may bring. There is often an element of surprise or shock in the 45 vibration.

Being born on the 14th, Donald Trump also has the 5 Karmic Debt which involves sex, drugs, addiction, recklessness, celebrity, title, and position. 14/5 is about freedom – and the loathsome practice of grabbing more freedom for oneself – by stealing the freedom of others. 14/5 involves learning from mistakes and not repeating them. But of course, to learn from a mistake, you must first acknowledge that a mistake was made, which Mr. Trump cannot do. 14/5 means learning from experience.

The United States itself also has the 14/5 Karmic Debt which comes from its July 4, 1776 “birthday”. 7+4+3=14/5. Yes, countries have their own karma. This means that U.S. citizens, as a people, must learn what 14/5 has to teach before they can reach their vast evolutionary potential – in a world where the potential of all human beings is evolving in equal proportions.

Humanity is learning about equality, fairness, empathy, and LOVE. Cooperation not competition. Pulling ourselves together, instead of ripping each other apart.  The lessons of 14/5 are learned by aligning the ego of 1, the logic of 4, and the spontaneity of 5, so that freedom can flow in all directions, without people always trying to out-do or trump each other. Live and let live.

Feelings of superiority based on “race”, religion, gender, age, or even the school you went to,  are illusions which cannot stand the test of transparency and openness. White privilege, male privilege, or wealth privilege do not denote intelligence or capability, but are self-proclaimed entitlements that have no reason to exist. And because the whole concept of white ‘supremacy’ is totally irrational, we are likely to see the extent of this madness – and just how far, wide, and deep it goes.

Don’t let yourself become numb to this. Don’t let them bombard you with inhumanity that you just tune it out. Don’t give up on the dream of living in a humane world, where people in need are cherished and lifted up rather than turned away. They want you to give in. Don’t.  ~ Elad Nehorai

Another thing that has no reason to exist is DENIAL – the refusal to admit the truth or reality of something, even when what is being denied is UNDENIABLE. Things we see with our own eyes and hear with our own ears. Things we feel with our own experience. Denial attacks our senses – our feminine energy – our ability to sense and intuit. Denial has always been a principle TACTIC of this system. After all, what is a lie if not denial of the truth? Look at it. Hear it. The constant deny, deflect, deny, deflect. Observe the absurdity of it. The insanity of it.

45 can produce the paralysis of disbelief, (shock) which builds within us until the stress of denial can no longer be contained, and the WILL – our true feelings – and truth itself – eventually come pouring out. So, some hearts and minds are likely to change quite drastically now.

People everywhere continue to rise up in greater numbers and with more understanding and determination than ever before. The Arab Spring, the Occupy Movement, and all the other valiant uprisings at the start of the decade of the 10s, made an enormous impact – but now, as the 10s give way to the 20s in just a few weeks, we realize that those attempts to free the will of humanity were only the beginning. 10 is bringing us to the next step.

3 = PEOPLE and POPULATION, and 2019 is a 3 Year. The POPULATION is regrouping, resisting, regenerating, and rising again – and again – to FREE our individual and collective WILL. 3 is the number of EXPRESSION. To express outwardly what we feel inwardly is what propels us through life.  But the suppression of language pushes our feelings down and stops us from being who we are and who we have it in us to be. Without the natural power of words, sounds, and images, and the bodily sensations that our feelings produce, we are powerless. When language is under control, even the slightest criticism becomes an accusation of betrayal, or a crime against the state or dictator.

This week’s double-45 energy produces 90, which is the power of 9 times 10. The end of an era is very much in progress. The system is breaking down, and there is nothing predictable about this chaotic interim phase. We must be prepared for the fact that the old regimes will do anything to hold on to power, not just because they fear losing power, but because they will also be held responsible. 45 emphasizes the need for accountability.

This 9 Week is occurring in the 11th month which makes this a 9/11 Week. 9 takes us backwards so we can learn from the past, while 11 sheds its light on specific areas in need of adjustment and healing. 9/11 and 11/9 are meaningful dates which, historically, have brought massive reversals and changes of direction. When 9 is so prominent, we experience dramatic endings and evolutionary spirals – which makes it all the more difficult to gauge where it’s all leading.

Not only does MONDAY, NOVEMBER 11 give us pure 11:11 energy, but it’s also the 315th day of the year which adds another 9 – so that 9/11 mirrors itself.

9+11+11+9

= 40

And this connects us to the incoming vibration of 2020. (20+20=40), which is just a few weeks away. This revealing connect-the-dots energy leads to hidden details and vital discoveries. 11+11 brings us to 22 – or 2020 – which is where transparency penetrates denial, and the waking of the human WILL reaches a new level.

On THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 7, your own personal weekly forecast repeats as a daily forecast. This occurs when the month and day add up to 9. (11+7=1+8=9). Circumstances, memories, and intense feelings reach a peak. 9 represents commotion, emotion, and ‘letting go’ in order to move forward. And of course, 45/9 amplifies this already-amplified energy. NOVEMBER 7 is a 3 day in the world (11+7+3=21=3) which connects us to the 3 energy of the 21st century and reminds us that creative and optimistic 3 will be prominent in our lives for 80 more years. Read your own weekly forecast for WEEK 45 HERE.

Meanwhile, the roar of humanity’s desire for freedom and fairness is building. Notice how music is playing such a vital role in the freeing of the WILL. Music has the power to motivate and inspire, which is why it is used in so many ceremonies and rituals. Music has the power to MOVE us, inside and out. Amazing music was coming out of the streets of Lebanon, Iraq, Pakistan, and many other places around the world. Here, a Chilean orchestra, on the street in Santiago performs a stunning rendition of “El pueblo unido, jamás será vencido!”  (“The people united will never be defeated”). The song was written in 1973, just before the violent coup by dictator Augusto Pinochet.

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WEEK 44 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 44 runs from Tuesday OCTOBER 29 to Monday NOVEMBER 4. This is the 5th week of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of limitation, obstacles, delay, correction, effort, dedication, and breakthrough. We need to learn as much as possible about the 4 energy because 2020 is a 4 YEAR.

Master Number 44 is the most balanced form of 8 – the number of POWER IN THE MATERIAL WORLD. 44 represents achievement through hard work, attention to detail, and the potential for large-scale, life-changing discoveries.

“History is not a procession of illustrious people. It’s about what happens to a people. Millions of anonymous people is what history is about.”  ~James Baldwin

2019 is a 3 year, (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), the overriding theme of which is the power of COMMUNICATION. It is showing us how easily and systematically this natural energy is used to manipulate people, and indeed, how easily manipulated we have always been. Words, sounds, and images are the principle resource of a system that can only survive by controlling the minds and hearts of the population. 3 provides the stage upon which people’s stories are played out every single day – and how we judge people and their situations by the way their stories are presented.

3 is the number of ART in all its forms – and, just like art, the world stage reflects who we are and what we are doing, as individuals, groups, and as a species.  

3 is the number of illusion and the staging of events, which can be quite spectacular from a creative standpoint. But when such arts are used to deceive and program people’s minds with lies and inaccuracies, it takes away our WILL, and with it, our potential as human beings.

3 is the number of spite, gossip, hearsay, and blackmail. Everything will eventually come out in the ever-increasing openness of the 2000s.

3 is also the number of optimism – which is HOPE!

The WILL of the people has been rising slowly but steadily since we entered the 2000s almost 21 years ago.  2 is feminine energy. The WILL is also feminine energy.  2 activates the WILL. And 2 provides the transparency which enables us to SEE THROUGH the deceptions.

The PEOPLE of Hong Kong, Chile, Egypt, Lebanon, Puerto Rico, Britain, Ecuador, Spain, Iraq, and to a smaller extent, the US, Germany, Austria, France, New Zealand, and other places around the world, are rising up to free their personal and collective WILL. Teenagers are rising up to face the daunting environmental challenges of our times. Young people everywhere are rising in defense of THEIR future – because they ARE the future!

People are rising up against inequality at all levels, because inequality is causing the great IMBALANCE that is damaging our planet to such an extent that she is fighting back – and that’s a battle we can never win!

With just a few weeks left in the decade of the innovative 10s, the effects of WEEK 44 will be profound. As we move towards BALANCE, the extent of the damage caused from being out of alignment with ourselves – and with the planet – is clear.

Humanity has always shaped the future. What we did in the past brought us to the present which is where the future is created. This is GENERATIONAL POWER, which is a strong aspect of 44/8. But our imaginations have been kept so limited that we have been repeating the same old stories since the beginning of time, and very little has changed. We measure the past (which we call history), by the wars we have fought – against ourselves!  It’s time to evolve past that. We are ONE, but we are not all the same. One size does not fit all. Life is an ocean of differentness, variety, DIVERSITY. I’ll say it again: the human RACE is not our species. The human RACE is the system we are trapped in. We are humanity – and our true potential is yet to be discovered.

8 gives us a return on whatever we have invested, making this a very karmic week indeed. Karma draws to us the experiences that teach us what we most need to learn in order to evolve. The same magnetism can attract desirable experiences, too. While the high drama of the world continues, how we deal with the dramas in our own lives are just as important. We have choices. 44 thrives on a strong sense of purpose and gives us high levels of concentration and determination which can be used to gather information, reach more accurate understandings, and accomplish what we dedicate our hearts and minds to. 4 is a serious number. And these are serious times.

“I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.” ~Albert Einstein

When 4’s logic is incorporated into 8’s imagination, new and evolutionary solutions are discovered. Let your imagination open. Don’t be afraid of your own ideas, but be prepared to work at them, modify, hone, shape, and nurture them, until they emerge as real and worthwhile CHANGE.

Notice how current events in the world are linked to the 1980s. Decade energy is powerful – and 8 is the number of POWER itself. But in our limited understanding back then, the power of 8 was used to divide humanity even further and became the decade of:

“haves and have-nots.”

Money is God.

“Greed is good.”

Hail the bully.

Materialism.

Status symbols.

The power of position and title.

Entitlement.

Life is a game.

Winning is everything.

“Money too tight to mention.”

WEEK 44 is likely to contain many reminders of the 80s and can have quite an impact on those who were born into the extraordinary but much misunderstood 8 energy. For a more detailed description of 8, there is a link at the bottom of this page to my article, “THE POWER OF 8”.

From November 1st to 4th, November’s 11 vibration joins this week’s 44 energy, bringing Master Number 55 into play. 5+5=10. As we move into the final 2 months of the decade of the 10s, we reach a new and elevated level which may be even more confusing than recent events  – because 5 brings unexpected development. 5 sits at the center of the numeric spectrum – where everything MEETS.

Center 5

55 produces ideas that are often before their time. But right now, when 10 is such a vital aspect of this leg of the journey, perhaps it signifies ideas whose time have finally come!  

44 and 55 give MOVEMENT to the stagnation and bring conclusive 99 into being. 99 contains ALL the other numbers and is likely to bring something significant to an END.

This concentrated 9 vibration brings us into next week’s 45 energy on November 5th. WEEK 45 is a 9 Week – and if its 45, then it’s all things Trump (as if it isn’t always all things Trump.) Well, as he so often says, “We’ll see what happens!” 

Unresolved matters of the 1000s are coming to a head. This transition from 1 to 2 takes us from subconscious to conscious, from denial to awareness, from imbalance to equality. 2020 is a major turning point, but because life on Earth cannot survive the current imbalance, we are faced with creating a sustainable future – or having no future at all. It’s that serious – but it is also seriously solvable in the light of this week’s practical, innovative, and conclusive numbers.

The stench of corruption is heavily perfumed and cleverly hidden, but those cloaks are rapidly disappearing in the transparency of the 2000s.  2 brings ever-increasing openness – unlike the secrecy of the 1000s which kept the old system afloat. The old system is ending. So, we have to find a different way to live our lives.

Realism is the key. Current events are forcing us out of our own denials, and we are more able to see, sense, and feel what is real and what is contrived. Denial of reality is a dangerous mental illness which tends to worm its way into some of the most powerful positions on Earth. 1 is the number of the SELF – the EGO. And egomania (narcissism) is very real – and deadly.

We will all come out of denial eventually because the transparency of feminine 2 is sweeping it away. Meanwhile, people cling to the ‘old ways’ out of fear of anything new or ‘different’, and the terror of losing position or privilege. On this evolving journey, everything starts within. And the only way through this extreme segment is to be completely honest with ourselves.

44/8 highlights mistakes that were made in situations that required great attention to detail. If this applies to you, let go of any guilt and blame around this and learn from it instead. 4 makes corrections, and sometimes we just have to ‘stand corrected’ – making us wiser today than we were yesterday! And accepting that we cannot possibly know all the answers creates an opening for answers to come in.

44 highlights areas of our lives between which we feel “split” or stretched too thin. This can help us streamline our activities so that success in one area is possible, rather than no success in any area. But because 8 is the number of both greed and satisfaction, we must learn when enough is enough. This is the ideal time to face and do something about our addictions and distractions (we all have them).

As we evolve, ideas we have staunchly held onto give way to new understandings, open the mind, and increase consciousness. Evolution is ongoing breakthrough.

THE POWER OF 8

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WEEK 42 2019 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 42 is a 6 Week (4+2=6), which runs from Tuesday, October 15 to Monday, October 21. This is the 3rd week of a 10-week cycle in which all the week numbers begin with 4, the number of challenges and difficulties, and finding ways to overcome them, or get through them.

6 represents justice and judicial matters, equality, education, healing, institutions, responsibility, home, family, balance and extremes, kindness and cruelty, war and peace.  When 6 is derived from 4 and 2, matters of racism, rivalry, and misplaced privilege arise.

“NO JUSTICE, NO PEACE” is basic physics – a natural law. Justice is fairness. Fairness is balance. Balance is peace. However, 6 is often abused in order to “justify” oppressive rules and regulations for others, while taking no responsibility for one’s own actions. Police brutality, mass incarceration, occupation, and all forms of bullying, fall under 6‘s umbrella of extremes. I had never considered this before, but it seems that genocide would be included here, too. And cops killing black people as they sit in the ‘safety’ of their own homes. It is all so heartbreaking.

6 produces nurturing, caring, responsible, parental energy, and the desire to love, protect, and support. But it also produces the brutal narcissistic tyrant, and the need to control, judge, and punish.

And there they are – the “strongmen” of the world who are so afraid of losing power that they would rather destroy the planet than have to share it. They are at war with each other and the alliances they form are flimsy. It has been said that “when elephants fight, the grass suffers”. Well, people are the grass. The animals are the grass – the natural world herself is the grass – and the suffering is immense. 

Competition was the nature of the masculine 1000s, but in the feminine 2000s, we see the insanity of striving to be #1. The age of contest and war is what we are evolving from. 2 seeks equality, peace, and balance – not control. Cooperation – not competition.

WEEK 42 is an important BALANCE POINT in the human journey. And both 4 and 2 require patient attention to detail.

Last week’s riveting  10  10  10  10  vibrations opened the collective mind to some harsh realities. We are now moving through an array of after-waves that are transformational and result-producing.

THE POWER OF INTENT will determine the overall results, so we have to ask ourselves what our intentions actually are. In the end, only EMPATHY and LOVE can subdue the hate, and heal the suffering.

 3 is the number of communication, and in this 3 Year of words, images, imagination, and optimism – and this karmic 13/4 month of restriction, realism, effort, determination, and breakthrough, WEEK 42 can help us to understand complex issues – which is why attention to detail is so important. In the transparency of this week’s  3  10  13  4  2  vibrations, we can expect multi-diversions from what is happening – more obscuring of the facts – more denial of reality – and more insanity.

This week emphasizes the plight of people and populations that are vulnerable and oppressed. 3 represents communication and enables EXPRESSION. And as the numbers express themselves so vividly this week, people are expressing themselves more honestly and more powerfully in response. It is time to speak up. It is time for lies to meet truth. This is how honesty will penetrate this dishonest world.

To stay awake and aware, try to REMEMBER what you are feeling, sensing, and learning. The reason people cannot remember things that happened a week ago, or yesterday, is lack of emotional involvement. In these evolutionary vibrations, it is impossible to remember something if you have no strong emotional reason to remember it.

And then, despite the gravity and urgency of what’s going on in the world, boredom drains our consciousness and shrinks the mind. This is no time to cut off from our feelings. When we are unwilling to feel what’s happening, it is often because we’re afraid to feel on such a profound level, afraid that if we let ourselves feel our true feelings, we might never recover from the experience. And so, we unconsciously send our feelings into denial. But emotions will continue to be triggered as the decade of the 10s comes to an end. 10 is the number that brings us to the NEXT LEVEL, whether we want to go there or not. We have the most to learn from this 10-year-long cycle of 10 energy, as it draws to a close in the next 10 weeks.

The old system – and its empires – are collapsing. War is inevitable because war is the nature of this self-destructive, competitive system. In business, people talk about “destroying the competition”, and then claim that competition is what makes us so great. No. If the goal of this competitive system is to destroy the competition, the system itself is one of self-destruction. That is what’s happening now. They’re bringing themselves down, and much of the planet with them.

Even the word ‘trump’ is symbolic here. To beat. Be better than. To out-do. To edge out. Be worth more. Be more imposing than. Be best. Be #1. Win at all costs. 

We cannot go back to how things were, because THAT is what led to what we have today. Everything happening in the present is the result of what happened in the past, including the ultimate tinderbox that the Middle East has become – and the roles that the USA and UK have played in terms of Israel, the Arab states, and the insane quest for OIL that the Industrial Age brought about in the previous century. (We don’t need oil any more).

And the future will be the result of what we do in the present.

Of course, it goes back much further than 100 years. It goes back 100 years x 10. An entire millennium – the very beginning of the 1000s – the religious wars – the crusades. What’s happening in the Middle East now appears to be the climax of an entire thousand year cycle which centered around the ‘Holy Land’, religious rivalry, and ‘holy wars’. And now the main contention of a thousand year cycle is coming to a head. There is no way to know how this will go, but it does seem more intense than previous Middle East wars, and because it is taking place in a 3 Year, it could spread faster and further afield than before. I certainly hope not. But I also hope that we are seeing the true depth and gravity of what we are facing. The collapse of a global system is something none of us has experienced before. And this is why the development of FREE WILL is so vital to our survival. This starts with FREE EXPRESSION. Expressing outwardly what we are feeling inwardly, propels us forward.

In the meantime, there are many amazing, brave, and super-aware people out there who are working diligently to preserve parts of the system that we need to survive, and in their own specific ways, create a better future in all areas of life. But because they do not get much attention, ‘gloom and doom’ appears to be all that is happening. Not everyone is able to be an activist, but everyone can act by supporting, in whatever way is possible, those we believe are doing the right thing, and by resisting all attempts to enslave the Will of humanity (feminine energy). This will take courage as the ‘old guard’ continues to tear the world apart in their battle to ‘win it all’. They will not win.

The road ahead will not be easy to navigate, but our senses and intuitive powers, which are vital components of FREE WILL, are evolving to help us on our way. The 1 energy of LEADERSHIP, INDEPENDENCE, and UNIQUENESS, is teaching us how to LEAD our own lives while 2 teaches us about the glorious diversity of life. We are 1 – but we are NOT all the same. 2 teaches us to CARE about other people and work together instead of against each other.

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WEEK 40 2019 – on the road to 2020

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WEEK 40 runs from October 1st to 7th. This is a 4 WEEK in a karmic 13/4 MONTH, in a 3 YEAR.  October 1st was the 274th day of the year, which produced another karmic 13/4. This karma implies that we have a lot to digest, a lot to learn, and a lot to change, and put right.

4 corrects inaccuracy. 4 is the number of limitation and breakthrough, chaos and order, work – and how things work – procedure and system – including the old imbalanced male-driven system from which we are evolving.

Hold on world! As we move towards 2020 and the decade of the 20s, we are on a unique, unpredictable, and often frightening ride. However, it’s going to be very helpful to understand the nature of the numbers that are in play during this evolutionary chaos.

WEEK 40 marks the beginning of a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 4 – the number of structure, method, and practicality. There is a seriousness about 4 which can make us feel boxed in – but also increases our desire to break free.  4 helps us to plan, organize, exert great effort, and achieve results. 4 reminds us that where there’s a WILL, there’s a way, and that it is the WILL of humanity that is evolving now.

WEEK 40 brings a very different atmosphere into the world. This serious energy enables us to look honestly at what we most need to see – and in the increasing transparency of the 2000s, we can clearly see how cruelly insane – criminally insane – this dying system actually is – and always was. WEEK 40 brings us face to face with that reality.

We are looking at the madness of a time gone by but cannot seem to get angry enough to pull ourselves out of it. This is because we are programmed to believe that anger is wrong – a weakness – and dangerous. And yes, it is all of those things if we do not understand its vital purpose, and how to process it. Anger arises most often when 4 is concentrated, and positive change is often the result of anger that is expressed in the right way.

4 = focus and determination, and when people are focused and determined, the shadows lift, the great wall of denial crumbles, and truth comes pouring through the cracks. To DENY is to refuse to admit. Denial of reality, which is what the old system is based on, is being exposed in the openness of these times.

Emotional denial is the holding back, or cutting off, from our honest response to experience. To deny our true feelings (feminine energy) is to deny our true reality, and so we proceed in a state of dishonesty, pretense, fantasy, make-believe, and LIES.

At some point, all the emotions we are holding in will have to come out, and we need to be prepared for that. It could be a gradual process, or it could be a huge spontaneous global event. There is no way of knowing ahead of time. What we do know is that the closer we get to the truth, the more irrational and dangerous the old system becomes.

Humanity is on the BRINK of its own evolution. So, BRINKMANSHIP is likely to reach new heights as the old ways struggle with the fact that they are not invincible after all. As the system shifts, shakes, and in many cases, falls down around us in the weeks and months ahead, our feelings and senses are bound to be triggered wildly. Simultaneously, our understanding of Mother Nature must also intensify since she is feminine energy itself.

Karmic 13/4 is extensive in October.

MONTH = 10

YEAR = (2+0+1+9=1+2=3

10+3=13

1+3=4

 

DECADE = 10

CENTURY = 2+1=3

10+3=13

1+3=4

WEEK 40 affects matters of identity, detail, realism, and transformation. 13/4 points out where we refuse to make an effort – to apply ourselves to what needs to be done to achieve specific results. It makes us notice our natural talents which we take for granted, use badly, or do not use at all. It points out our laziness – or our tendency to work so hard that we have no time for the joys of life.

13/4 shows us just how much time we waste looking for ways to ‘kill time’. But once we realize how we seek distraction from reality, what seems like a harsh and unforgiving energy can help us to organize our PRIORITIES and get important things done.

For the next 10 weeks, 4 highlights the obstacles in our path and helps us learn how to deal with them, practically and efficiently. 4’s presence in our lives as we hurtle towards the 22/4 energy of 2020 can help us reach a new level of consciousness with which to transform present reality into something that will support life, not destroy it.

Here are some wise words from someone who was deeply influenced by 13/4; one of the most successful (and richest) painters who ever lived, Pablo Picasso:

“I am always doing what I cannot do, in order that I may learn how to do it.”.

As we move ever closer to 2020 and the DECADE OF THE 20s, we are caught up in a whirlwind of numbers which are forcing us to leave the old ways of the 1000s behind, and move into present reality. The cycles of time repeat themselves until consciousness lets go of denial. As the saying goes: “the lesson repeats until it is learned”.

No one is coming to save us. 1 is the number of the individual, and it is up to the efforts of all individuals to rescue our own WILL. But before we can leave the 1000s behind, we must first learn about THE POWER OF 1 and what 1 has to teach. 1 is the number of the individual, and collectively we are indeed 1. The problem is that we are afraid of our own individual power. We don’t even let ourselves imagine how powerful we could be, because we don’t know how to break free of this SELF-DESTRUCTIVE system that we are programmed to DEPEND on. 1 is the number of the SELF.

As we travel through the last three months of the decade of the 10s, not only are we traveling through a treacherous corridor of unlearned lessons, but also the very energy – 10 – which brings everything to the NEXT LEVEL.

This particular leg of the journey started in 2010 when we entered the decade of the 10s. The numeric spectrum runs from 1 to 9. All other numbers after that can be reduced to a single digit. 10 brings us back to 1 (1+0=1), where we start again, but on a whole new level, having learned new things from the previous cycle. And because there is often the most to learn at the end of a cycle, we all  have some rapid learning and changing to do as we approach the 20s.

All the KARMIC LESSONS begin with 1 – which is the nucleus of all other numbers. Therefore, karmic energy involves nuclear energy – and the fusion (combination and chemistry) of the various numbers. Two 1s combined (11) have an even greater connection to nuclear matters, and we will probably understand this more profoundly in November, the 11th month. Keep in mind that the sum of 11:11 is 22, which can also be interpreted as 2020.

ALL the TEEN NUMBERS are KARMIC NUMBERS: 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, and 19, which means that they have specific lessons to teach, many of which we learned (or didn’t learn) during our own teenage years. But because all the teen numbers have manifested in this decade as 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, and 2019, it is todays teenagers who are presenting the lessons to the rest of us while they learn their own lessons about life – knowing that THEY are the future.

Young adults have always been underestimated as the system shaped them to serve the system. But this generation of teens is different because so many of them seem to understand their role in shaping the future, and are taking that responsibility seriously. ALL of today’s teens were born in the 2000s.

This is  why Greta Thunberg and an army of teenagers and young people all over the world have started to penetrate mass consciousness. They are emotionally awake and honestly expressive. Being born in the 2000s, they did not go through the dumbing and numbing machine like most of us did. They can FEEL and SENSE, understand complex matters and what those situations most need.

Today’s young people are in a position to teach us things that we could not have learned in the 1000s because the vibrational differences between the 1000s and the 2000s did not allow this learning to occur UNTIL NOW. Do they know everything? Of course not. And many are just as messed up as previous generations. One of the most important lessons of the teens is that no one has all the answers and that each generation must learn as they go. Mistakes are inevitable, and the consequences of our mistakes often carry a high price. But the key is to LEARN from them and not continue the destructive patterns.

As teens, we saw the mistakes made by the adults in our lives, and we are meant to learn from other people’s mistakes, too. Some of these mistakes were massive – like allowing ourselves to descend into hate and fascism, again and again, generation after generation.

There are so many things swirling  around at the  same time right now that it’s hard to focus on any one aspect. But stretching our ability to focus on more than one thing at a time – to SEE THE LARGER PICTURE – is precisely how we must evolve. To see the big picture and the many details it contains, stretches our consciousness and increases our awareness.

And once the LEAP YEAR kicks in on February 29, 2020 (2  11  22), things will really start to wobble – as they did in 2008, 2012, and 2016, but this time we must learn from experience even faster than before.  Yes, “HINDSIGHT IS 2020”.

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WEEK 37, 2019 – A SURGE OF 10

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WEEK 37 is a week of movement, action, change, obviousness, analysis, consequence, and all manner of communications. This is one step in a series of vital steps as we move towards the turning point of 2020.  

WEEK 37 is a 10/1 week (3+7=10=1) which runs from Tuesday, September 10th to Monday the 16th.

Combined with the 9th month of the year, the karmic 19/1 vibration emerges – the number from which we have the most to learn as we continue to transition from the 1000s to the 2000s. This is reinforced by the 19 in 2019. And 19 brings us back to 10 (1+9=10). 

The next 15 weeks ‘on the road to 2020 and the decade of the 20s’, will certainly be an enormous learning experience for us all, in our personal lives – and collectively as a species. Humanity is on an arduous evolutionary journey. And we know it’s going to get worse before it gets better. However, as June Jordan wrote in 1978, in her poem about the bravery of South African women and children: “We are the one’s we have been waiting for”.  And this is very much the theme of this highly important week.

WEEK 37 begins on September 10, which is the 253rd day of the year – from which another 10 emerges. 10 represents forward movement, innovation, and fundamental change.  10 is the next step. But whether this new phase is beneficial – or detrimental – depends on how open we are to what it has to teach regarding the power of the individual, the power of individuals who are united in a cause, and the power of persistence.

This is a week in which to experience the sense of accomplishment that occurs when you do what you have to do, in  the right way, and at the right time. So, DON’T GIVE UP! And don’t put things off that really need to be done.

Don’t let yourself become numb to this. Don’t let them bombard you with inhumanity that you just tune it out. Don’t give up on the dream of living in a humane world, where people in need are cherished and lifted up rather than turned away. They want you to give in. Don’t.  ~ Elad Nehorai   https://twitter.com/PopChassid

1 is the number of SELF, and 2 is the number of OTHERS. 1 is the number of self-care. 2 is the number of caring about others. We must learn to do both. And yet you cannot reliably care for others if you do not take care of yourself first. 1 is the first number. Simple kindness, however, is easily given, and usually costs nothing. The 9 energy of September represents generosity and giving. There are many ways to give. Getting THIS right is a major part of the balance we must achieve in order to evolve.

1 shows us the dangers of egos that are out of control – precariously swinging between over-inflation AND deflation – those who think they have all the power – and those who think they have none. AND – those who think they have all the power, only to discover they do not, and are prepared to go to maniacal lengths to maintain their ‘position’!

Egomania is massive SELFISHNESS (of which white supremacy plays a major role at this time). Egomania / extreme narcissism is creating the destruction of two massive empires, the UNITED States, and the UNITED Kingdom, each of which is anything but united. After all, “divide and conquer” is how they retained control all along. But that can’t work in the openness and transparency of the 2000s. We can SEE what’s happening. We can sense it.

One of the most visible 10s right now is the headquarters of the British Government, 10 DOWNING STREET, where the British establishment has been thrown into chaos. Boris Johnson was born on the 19th (1+9=10). And, finally, the media is discovering the behavioral and political similarities between Boris Johnson and Donald Trump, which I’ve been seeing since October 2016 when Donald Trump started referring to Brexit – while obviously knowing nothing about it.  Not only was this the 10th month, but 2016 was a 9 Year. 1+0+9=10. And 1+0 = 1, the number of origins – the starting point of any situation.

Other numerological connections between these two men include being born in New York, 18 years apart (two full numerological cycles of 9):

BJ: June 19, 1964

DT: June 14, 1946 

1+9=10

6+4=10

4+6=10

BJ is 55 years old. 5+5=10

DT is 73 years old. 7+3=10

WEEK 37 may have a decisive effect on both men .

Meanwhile, 3 and 7 appear to be opposites in many ways. 3 is lighthearted, creative, and communicative. 7 is serious, analytical, and intellectual. But in terms of karma, both tend to criticize and blame. Both have a flamboyant side which sensationalizes and exaggerates. Put 3 and 7 together, and the truth can be hard to figure out while masculine mind and feminine emotion fight with each other.

Another 10 pattern can be seen by combining the day-numbers for this week. The 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th, and 16th = 91, which gives us another 10.

10 really is trying to show us something this week.

10 brings us to the point where the ‘old ways’ lose their relevance and give way to the new. 10 also represents the digital age, computerization, the  binary code, and our tendency for ‘binary thinking’, which gives us only two choices – or no choice at all. This is reflected in the 2-party political systems all over the world which limit us to the simplistic and inadequate alternatives of left or right, and has us marching to the same old political ‘left-right-left-right’ tune – the march of repeated history (karma). On it goes, the same old thing, generation after generation. Business as usual, no change, constant war.

And remember that there is a very big connection to the 10 energy yet to come – the entire month of October! This will be a 4 Month in the world which is likely to bring restriction, judgment, and a vital correction of some kind.

Meanwhile, distractions are occurring everywhere to divert us from aspects of the old system that are collapsing, or from plans that can only succeed in secrecy. No one can be sure where – or how – we will land when this process of transformation completes itself. This is why it’s so important, on a personal level, to understand the significance of our actions – or inaction. As we sow, so we reap, in this cause-and-effect world.

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MIDPOINT 2019 – the second half of the year

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MIDPOINT 2019 occurs at 12 a.m. on TUESDAY JULY 2. And so begins the SECOND HALF of this chaotic 3 Global Year (2+0+1+9=1+2=3).

Many of the norms of the past are changing beyond recognition and have gone past the point where they can be revived. It is not a matter of getting things back to the way they were, because many of those old ways are the cause of our current problems.

It is our DESIRE for a more loving and sustainable way of life that is forcing humanity to evolve. Desire drives us. Therefore, being specific about what we desire is essential. If we don’t CARE, the world will become even more uncaring.

We start the second half of 2019 in a 1 MONTH (July = 7.  2019 = 3.  7+3=1+0=1), and we will make progress to the same degree that the lessons of the first half were learned. Consider what you have experienced so far this year, and what that experience has taught you. July is the 7th month of the year (the number of learning – and secrets), and 1 is the number of action and speed. So, expect the pace to quicken now.

The MIDPOINT of July 2 also brings a total eclipse of the sun over Argentina and Chile, at a time when South America, Central America, The United States of America, Canada, and the Caribbean Islands, are in a state of historical and evolutional flux. The combined history of the American continent is converging as an effect of the past. And this is connected to the karmic attachments that exist on all the other continents, too. Everything on Earth is connected – and not just the people. The 1 energy of July reminds us that WE ARE 1 WORLD, being held together by the feminine energy of MOTHER NATURE herself. The world does not ‘belong’ to us.

2019 brings us to the end of the decade of the 10s – which is also the decade of the teens. The teen numbers are karmic numbers – and these are indeed karmic times in which we have major lessons to learn, including the fact that ‘what goes around, comes around’. We get back from life what we put into it. Cause and effect.

July 2019 is a 10/1 Month (7+3=10/1).

The 19 in 2019 also adds up to 10.

10 takes us to the NEXT STAGE – provided we learn what 1, the number of SELF, has to teach. This includes many misunderstandings about the power and purpose of EGO (our sense of SELF) and what happens when the ego is over or under inflated.

1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. We cannot have a balanced sense of self while part of us is held captive. That part of us is our WILL (our feminine energy) which only we, as individuals, can rescue. The Will of the People keeps the system going, but it is taken from us, against our Will, and against our best interests – and many people are still oblivious to the fact that we even have a Will.

3 is the number of PEOPLE and POPULATION – particularly FAMILIES.

1 is the father.

2 is the mother.

3 is the child.

Such is the sequence of CREATIVITY.

And when you put 1, 2, and 3 together, you have 6 – the number of family, community, stability, healing, teaching, justice, responsibility, balance, and LOVE.

However, 6 is also the number of extremes, patriarchy, control, force, and cruelty.

This self-destructive system has no future. It abuses children because children ARE the future. 3 is the number of the CHILD. And 2019 is a 3 Year.

Any system that methodically abuses people, rips families and communities apart, imprisons children, and concentrates perceived enemies in camps and ghettos, can be easily compared to NAZI GERMANY and its belief that Germans were the “master race”, and that Jews, gypsies, homosexuals, and other minorities, were a scourge on the nation. Or compared to APARTHEID – a system of racial division in South Africa.  Apartheid, in Afrikaans, means ‘APARTNESS’. This too was based on the notion of racial superiority – white supremacy.

The PARTITION OF INDIA (by Britain) split the country in two – into INDIA and PAKISTAN – both of which are now in constant conflict with each other – and both have nuclear weapons.

In CHINA, huge numbers of Uighur people and other ethnic minorities are being held in prison camps, against their Will, to undergo what China calls “transformation through education.”

Splitting countries in two and turning them against each other – DIVIDE AND CONQUER – is a despicable, archaic tactic that has no place in present time.

We are NOT the human ‘race’. We are humanity. We call ourselves the human race because that’s what the system has named us. The system is the race – one enormous contest which separates us by color, gender, affluence, and other ‘classes’. We are always at war, and on the brink of war. Me against you – us against them.

The system tells us that there is a ‘ruling class’. What does that even mean in this day and age? The idea of ‘divine right’ has resulted in some of the most heartless, greedy, unintelligent, and perverted people holding positions of great power. We are in a different age now (the 2000s), and those old ways cannot work in 2’s  balanced and cooperative energy. But the power of the ‘old school’ is still formidable and on a mission to win at all costs. Great damage can occur in its death throes.

We must evolve emotionally because it is through our emotions that the system controls us. We have to LOOK at what we are evolving from and allow ourselves to FEEL the emotions it triggers. Our feelings need to complete themselves in order to FLOW through and out of the body. But because we still have so much to learn about emotional energy, this process can take a long time, especially when the mind denies the feeling because it hates having to feel it.

We must learn to feel as spontaneously as possible, without harming ourselves or others. Then, as the mind gains a deeper understanding of the emotional-healing process, we will be more able to recognize new potentials, and new ideas. The merging of mind and emotion – in a state of equality – will produce BIG IDEAS that will create new norms and priorities.

We cannot be WHOLE human beings if parts of us are unconscious. But the more we allow ourselves to feel, the more intelligence we gain. The vibrations of our feelings shake our minds open, and the mind then gives our feelings the consciousness that the system has denied them.  

To evolve out of this vast pocket of hate – we have to recognize the hate within ourselves and understand that hate is not an emotion, but a disease of the emotions that occurs when we shut down our feelings. As you face your personal problems, dilemmas, conundrums,  and “catch-22s”, hate is bound to arise as your true feelings start to penetrate the numbness that emotional denial created.

Even if you cannot see how forgiveness is possible at this stage, try to make it your basic intent, because without forgiveness no progress can be made. Forgiveness means letting go (expressing outwardly) the feelings you are holding on to inwardly. Forgiveness enables us to LET GO of the past and move into present time. We are capable of this. Thankfully, 2 provides the enormous power of PATIENCE as we try to figure out what all this means to us, personally.

These “strong-men” – these cruel, dominating men – and women – have risen to the top of this collapsing male-driven system – because THEY are its downfall. The nature of the system is self-destruction – and cannot help but bring itself down under the weight of its own greed and ignorance.  Focusing on the positive while ignoring the negative has cost us dearly. If you siphon all the wealth to the top, the walls cannot hold, and the whole thing comes tumbling down.

Metaphysically, 1 represents the atom, because 1 is the nucleus of all the other numbers. And 11 symbolizes the splitting of the atom, the creation of 2, and then 3, and then 4 and so on.  But these people have no time for any science or fact that undermines their need for dominance.

MAJOR adjustments and reforms are needed to an enormous degree. In order to evolve, we must learn to transform what we’ve got into what we want. We can do this. In the 2000s and especially in the upcoming decade of the 20s, the time is right for this.

Great effort will be required, but by doing what we have to do to make something HAPPEN, we are learning how to make a desire come true (out of necessity at this stage). Making a desire come true is not the same as making a dream come true. If it’s ‘just a dream’, the odds are stacked against you. A desire already has INTENT and built-in potential. But first, you have to recognize what needs to change – and know what the alternatives are. Emotional vibrations open the imagination. Emotional energy is CREATIVE energy. 3 is the number of CREATIVITY, and this focus stretches way beyond the 3 Year of 2019. The 21st Century is a 100-year cycle of 3!

Just imagine what human beings can achieve creatively by the year 2099 – and the extraordinary feats that could manifest in the 22nd Century, (22 is the Master Number that facilitates massive accomplishment).

In the meantime though, our only way forward is to learn from experience – and not in an abstract sense. We really do have to make a choice – because choice is the basis of Free Will. Not just a choice of which brand to buy, which job to take, or how to vote, but which direction you want your life to go. Do you want to follow the hate? Or do you want to be where there is at least loving intent and the Will to find a better way?

We all have electrical masculine energy (mind) and magnetic feminine energy (emotions) running through our biological bodies. It is the feminine that is being kept down by the masculine – and this original aggression is causing the dangerous imbalance that we’re all experiencing now – and have always experienced throughout time. Misogyny is the deliberate act of keeping women in a subservient position so that male dominance can continue. However, in the 2000s, dominance in any area cannot prevail.

2 brings BALANCE into life, and life into balance. 2 is the number of equality. That’s why 11 has been a major factor in the world since the 1980s.  1+1=2. Turn 11 on its side, and you have the ‘equals’ sign. Note that August 2019 is an 11/2 month in the world. (8+3=11/2).

2 teaches us that the mind is NOT superior to the emotions. And men are not superior to women. In our journey forward, we are tasked with finding this balance – inwardly to begin with, and then in the outer world. This will become even more obvious in the 4 energy of 2020.

“1, 2, 3, 4!

Wake up and live, y’all,
Wake up and live!
Wake up and live now!
Wake up and live!

Life is one big road with a lot of signs
So when you riding through the ruts
Don’t you complicate your mind
Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy!
Don’t bury your thoughts
Put your vision to reality.!”

~Bob Marley, “Wake Up and Live”.

It’s not just a matter of getting rid of Donald Trump. It is a matter of transforming the system that enabled the likes of Donald Trump to wield such power in the first place. The world is very sick, and he and others like him, are symptoms of the past that have risen to the surface. To defeat this energy, anyone who goes up against him must be without any denials of their own, because he FEEDS on denial. The art of the deal was never his forte. The art of denial is where his power comes from. We cannot find the balance we need to evolve if we are denying reality.

The nature of denial is to deny, and here we are still debating whether CLIMATE CHANGE is real or not. We are still debating whether RACISM is a problem! We are still debating whether MEN and WOMEN have equal rights. Denial prevents reality from reaching consciousness – and we have to recognize our own denials as well as those of other people.

The people who defeat Donald Trump and the other ego-maniacs around the world, will be driven by an authentic desire to help those in need, and help everyone to help themselves. They want to preserve what is good about our world. They will be the ones who hold the least baggage – or can shed their baggage easily. They will be able to see and sense what’s happening to the extent that he or she have very few personal denials to deal with, which enables the ego to balance itself. They will be open, honest, and detail oriented. If they’re covering something up, that will be their downfall. (Not only covering up past or present wrongs, but also covering up their true feelings or past actions in order to gain popularity).

3 is the number of popularity, population, expression, happiness, and celebrity. 3 represents artists, performers, and the arts themselves. Politics in this system is indeed a performance art, but it goes deeper than that. In the transparency of the 2000s, the massive extent of what goes on behind the scenes is imaging itself back to us through 3’s reflective nature. 3 is the sparkly happy number of entertainment, the platform, and the artists who dazzle us with their magic. 3 focuses on both the entertainers and those being entertained because 3 is the energy of ENTICEMENT AND DRAW – which itself is an art that comes from combining 1’s electricity and need for action – and 2’s magnetism and sensitivity. Again, such is the sequence of CREATIVITY (1+2=3). 

3 represents both shallowness and depth. At the shallow end we have gossip, rumor, and non-stop-yakety-yak. In shallow 3, pretense is a way of life, and  the judgments are trite but very harsh. 3 also represents jealousy, blackmail, kidnapping, trafficking, the staging of events and situations, deception, sensationalism, pettiness, hypocrisy, spite, cruelty, delusions of grandeur, being unwilling to accept reality, and all the other insanities of narcissism and the extremes of ego (both inflated and deflated).

But at the deep end of 3’s pool of energy is the astounding and greatly underestimated  power of COMMUNICATION, and the intelligence to use it in a way that informs, heals, soothes, inspires, and motivates. As we continue to evolve into the openness, honesty, and transparency of 2, our use of words and images is likely to increase its potency. 3 is the number of SELF-EXPRESSION. So, be who you are, and EXPRESS YOURSELF accordingly.

As we evolve, ideas we have staunchly held onto give way to new understandings which open the mind and increase our consciousness. Evolution is ongoing breakthrough!

TO BE CONTINUED….

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WEEK 22 – on the road to 2020

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Week 22 runs from May 28th to June 3rd.  2 represents feelings, sensitivity, and awareness of “other” realities – making this an extremely sensitive week in which our individual and collective SENSE OF IDENTITY is emphasized. 22 is an important number on the road to 2020, and the decade of the 20s.  And this is the third week in a 10-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers begin with 2.

As we move further away from the masculine 1000s and go deeper in to the feminine 2000s, we cannot predict the future because we are creating the future as we go – with every decision we make and every action we take. As confusing as current conditions on Earth may be, the prevailing numbers can help us recognize what we are dealing with – and what must change.

 22 is the most balanced form of 4 – the number of obstruction and delay. 4 points out the limitations we create for ourselves when we are careless in situations that require attention to detail. 4 exposes our inexperience and provides opportunities to learn – if we have the WILL to do so. Humanity is in the process of freeing its own Will so that we can know what our true potential as human beings actually is.

4 is the number of ORDER, which is often a matter of upholding and enforcing the LAW. But without equality, there can be no JUSTICE. Therefore, the so-called order is out of balance and is actually a form of disorder. And so we have a paradoxical situation – a “CATCH-22”.  (Joseph Heller’s novel “Catch-22” is a prime example of how art reflects reality.)

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Life is filled with Catch-22s. For example:

  • We have to have money in order to make money.
  • In the entertainment business, you cannot work without an agent, but you cannot get an agent if you have not worked.
  • A Catch-22 can refer to any situation that is unreasonable and senseless, particularly where a law stands in the way of the obvious solution. As 2020 approaches, such ‘laws’ are being put in place by authoritarian governments – laws that prohibit solutions but legitimize the authoritarian, which makes law itself irrelevant.

While the old system continues its descent into fascism, hatred, and political, social, and environmental mayhem, there are people everywhere who are working hard, in many different areas of life, to form a new and more sustainable system, to undo these absurd laws, and to maintain some form of stability on Earth. 4 helps us to achieve results through SERIOUSNESS, HARD WORK, and DEDICATION.

22 focuses on the CONDITION of the masses. “Condition” can refer to the circumstances in which we find ourselves. It can refer to whether someone or something is in ‘good or ‘bad’ shape.  It can refer to the rules and regulations we live by. It can refer to our unwillingness to give without getting something in return. Conditioning can also refer to the way our minds and hearts are controlled and programmed.

22 is the MASTER BUILDER  – and the MASTER DESTROYER. This week, 22 meets the 11 energy that comes from outgoing May and incoming June – the 5th and 6th months.  (5+6=11/2).   

11/2 represents ILLUMINATION / ENLIGHTENMENT – and CONCEALMENT / SHADOW. 

This brings 33 into play  – the MASTER COMMUNICATOR / TEACHER – and the MASTER MANIPULATOR / DENIER OF TRUTH.

These are the contradictory vibrations we are currently traveling in our journey through the cycles of time. It is the nature of the human Will to be free, so we can experience life in our own way – and discover what it really means to thrive here on Mother Earth without the absurd RACE to BE #1. The entire system is, by nature, racial, because the system is one big RACE – to nowhere.

1 is the number of SELF – and our sense of SELF is measured through the EGO. We do not have to look far to see just how out-of-control certain egos have become, by their sense of SELF-IMPORTANCE and ENTITLEMENT.

1 is the number of LEADERSHIP. But we are not meant to be ‘led’ by others. We are here to learn how to lead our own individual lives – in a way that enables others to do the same, and assist those who are having difficulties. Peace comes through acceptance of each other. The problem is that the individual has yet to accept its SELF. Without that, accepting others is impossible, and tolerance is as far as we get on the road to freeing the human WILL.

The breakdown of tolerance is reflected in the breaking of truces and treaties and the resurfacing of old unresolved aggressions. For the sake of our survival as a species, we must understand that SELF-ACCEPTANCE is the next evolutionary step in the human journey – and that GUILT and BLAME contribute to our self-destruction. Nothing can change until we learn how to forgive and let go.

2 represents PERCEPTION, and the two 2s in 22 show us how easily we believe things that are simply not true – or how the facts are obscured so we don’t know what’s real and what’s not. Being able to  control  our perception of reality – our senses  –  is a vital component in the industrial system. But 2 also brings TRANSPARENCY, and the further we move into the 2000s, the more we are able to SEE THROUGH the deception and recognize the tactics being used. 2 takes us behind the scenes and under the surface and exposes the sinister powers of denial, lies, and propaganda.

Every feeling, emotion, instinct, and urge you have is flowing with information. Your emotions are your sensory system – your inner radar – with which to accurately feel and sense your way through life. Your emotions are your WILL. But this industrial/financial/military/religious system prevents us from using our feminine power – our full emotional range. There cannot be equality in a system of inequality – but such a system cannot exist if the WILL of the people is FREE.

And then there is the “Big Lie’ theory in which the lie is SO big and unbelievable that we start to believe that there must be some truth in it. And there usually is. What makes this mind-control tactic so effective is that the ‘big lie’ is often sandwiched between layers of truth, the mixture of which obscures our perception of reality, by twisting our emotions.

It is not unusual for the BIG IDEA to be converted into the BIG LIE, and we must be constantly aware of these vindictive nazi tactics – products of misused 11, 22, and 33 energy – and the weapons of despots and dictators who abuse,  torture, and kill without consequence. Master Numbers are POWER NUMBERS, and when such power ends up in greedy, feelingless, narcissistic hands, there is always chaos, pain, and misery – on a massive scale.

Not only are we in a 3 Year in 2019 (2+0+1+9=1+2=3), we are also in a 3 Century (2+1=3).  3 represents THE POWER OF COMMUNICATION. But 3 also distracts – which reduces our attention span and scatters the details that would otherwise bring clarity. But the truth is in those details. Ignoring them traps us at the shallow end of life where it is impossible to grasp the true DEPTH of a situation. This is how people are so easily manipulated and tricked by the liars and deniers. Our lack of focus enables others to create illusions by manipulating the way the details are presented.  

If we think we can evolve into a higher frequency by ignoring what we are evolving from, we lose the vital lessons that make evolution possible. 3 is reflecting to us right now – from the world stage – precisely what we must leave behind in order to move forward. This degree of ‘letting go’ can be frightening when there is nothing to replace what we are leaving behind, and knowing that it is up to us to fill the void.

22 is the number of MASTER ACCOMPLISHMENT – based on big ideas and dedicated effort. It is showing us this week that we are SO much more than pawns in a system that keeps us dependent on it.

As our feminine energy responds honestly to the waves created by all this movement and change, jolts of emotion are forcing our masculine minds OPEN – forcing us to look at the realities we MUST change in order to survive. And then, as both men and women gain inner balance between mind and emotion, within our biological bodies, we bring balance into life – and life into balance.

My next article will be about the 6th month of JUNE, 2019 – a 9 Global Month in this 3 Global Year. 9 is the number of ENDINGS and LETTING GO. Naturally, there will be more upheaval. But it is our emotional response that will set the course. In June, we are traveling the   3 6  9  vibration of repetition and continuance.

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WEEK 19 – on the road to 2020 – UNLEARNED LESSONS

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WEEK 19 runs from Tuesday, May 7 to Monday, May 13. It contains the evolutionary lessons of karmic 19, which are intensified by the 19 in 2019 (1+9=10=1). Both 19 and 10 are variations of 1, and what humanity is experiencing now are the consequences of what we did not learn from our journey through the millennium of the 1000s.

19 is a karmic holding pattern that contains everything we need to know in order to evolve into a new and more peaceful existence. Between 1 and 9 are all the other numbers and what they have to teach. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9.  1 generates all the other numbers.

But will we learn? Will we be able to avert another descent into the horrors of fascism? We can if we decide to make that our priority. This will take a very strong Will. Therefore, the Will of humanity must evolve into something more capable than it’s ever been. Resistance, after all, is a matter of WILL.

The results of action we took in the 1900s are now playing out in the 2000s, and it is likely that Week 19 and Week 20 will hold some vital clues as to what we most need to learn – and do – as we move from 2019 to 2020, and the decade of the 10s becomes the decade of the 20s.

One of these actions was the creation of Israel, 71 years ago on 14 May, 1948 – the first day of Week 20. The ensuing exodus and annexation of the Palestinian people has been at the root of war and suffering in the Middle East and around the world ever since. More on that next week – and the buildup of U.S. military might in the region, aimed at Iran. After the horrors of the Iraq War in which we were lied to about so many things, including the big lie about ‘weapons of mass destruction”, there is much skepticism about yet another Middle East war.

So here we are in Week 19 facing a multitude of personal and collective unlearned lessons. We are evolving in many ways, but most noticeably, we are evolving emotionally and are realizing how powerful our feminine energy is, rather than how weakening we have been led to believe it is. The Will is our feminine energy – our emotions and senses.

When misinformation grasps the mind, rational thought cannot form, and the dumbing down process is firmly in place. We have been programmed to believe that fear is the problem when, in reality, our rejection of what fear has to teach has created many of the problems we now face. We must gain a deeper understanding of this natural and necessary emotion and all its layers, circuits, triggers, and forms of expression. It is not enough to speak of fear as if it has only one frequency, meaning, or purpose. Fear of WHAT? We need to be specific.

2019 is a 3 Year in the world. 3 represents all forms of communication, and the numbers are communicating very loudly.

This is the 5th month of this 3 year, making May an 8 Month in the world – the number of POWER on the material plane. The combination of 3 and 8 is one of the most creative vibrations in the numeric spectrum – not exclusively in an artistic way – but exceedingly productive when it comes to RESULTS. However, to create is not always a desirable course of action. People also create distractions, disturbances, toxic atmospheres, and havoc. This is the energy in which ideas and plans MATERIALIZE. And 5 (May itself) brings sudden and unexpected development and reveals the extent of our unpreparedness.

Thankfully, the potential for real and meaningful progress is present, too. It is a matter of whether the leaders (1 is the number of leadership) have the Will, imagination, and knowledge to diffuse rather than inflame this volatile current we’re traveling.

The timing is clear. 1+9=10, and 10 is the number of innovation and the implementation of NEW and groundbreaking ideas. The atmosphere is likely to change drastically in 2020, but it is not clear what those changes entail.

1 is the number of SELF – and the EGO is one’s sense of self. With some of the most inflated egos dominating the world right now, 19 shows us the consequences of out-of-balance EGO – a highly toxic and dangerous personality disorder – also known as egomania or narcissism. This involves a “long-term pattern of abnormal behavior, characterized by exaggerated feelings of self-importance, excessive need for admiration, and a lack of empathy.”  The narcissist is arrogant, self-admiring, self-absorbed, self-obsessed, self-righteous, controlling, cruel, and dictatorial. Narcissists and their helpers are running the world and controlling all life upon it – and as we evolve from 1 to 2, this cannot remain to be the case.

It is not a matter of destroying or subduing the ego, but to obtain BALANCE between an over-inflated ego and a deflated one. The ego is a natural part of us without which we cannot be whole. And becoming one whole human being is what our personal evolution is about. 1 is the number of the INDIVIDUAL. 2 is the number of OTHER INDIVIDUALS.

2 gives us the DEPTH that comes from looking patiently at DETAIL in order to see the bigger picture. 2 provides us with empathy, a balanced sense of self-worth, and the power that comes from working together rather than competing. 2 differentiates between fact and fiction, but the closer we get to those facts (and accountability), the more irrational and dangerous the narcissist becomes.  

Week 19 is the final week in a 7-week cycle in which all the Week Numbers are karmic TEEN numbers. (13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, reaching a peak here in Week 19). The  karmic numbers provide fundamental information, examples, and lessons, which can help us evolve in the flow of life. Karma is the learning of what we most need to know – and when we don’t learn what it has to teach, the lessons repeat until we do. Karma often feels like punishment, when in fact it is vital experience. It is what enables us to learn as we go.

This is why our teenage years can be confusing and  painful. And this is why today’s teenagers (all of whom were born in the 2000s) have such an important role to play in changing the world for the better. (This is likely to be even more pronounced in children born between 2010 and 2019 – the teen years themselves). We must never forget that young people ARE the future – right before our eyes!

We must also realize that the karmic numbers reveal our own immaturity and lack of experience, no matter how old we are.

Week 19 is reflecting more clearly now the terrifying rise of global authoritarianism around the world, based on the insane fantasy of male supremacy and white supremacy. POWER in the wrong hands has no ability or incentive to check itself.

2019 is a 3 Year – the number of creativity and destruction, friends and enemies, and all forms of communication – that which inspires, informs, and entertains – and – that which lies, threatens, and manipulates.

Awareness of reality is expanding here in the transparency of the 2000s. The battle to subdue and control the human Will is growing more drastic and dangerous by the minute, and yet the Will is evolving anyway. It is a matter of timing (time is numbers), and 2 gives us a deeper and wider view of our potential as individuals, groups, cultures, and as a species.

Evolving is not a matter of getting swept up on some magical wave of transformation. It MUST be a matter of Free Will because Free Will is what we are evolving TO.

Although the Will is feminine in nature, it is not exclusively about women. We ALL possess feminine energy – the ability to FEEL, SENSE, and INTUIT. We ALL possess masculine energy, too – the ability to THINK, ACT, and LEAD. But those natural abilities must find peace with each other within the biological body, if there is ever to be peace in the outer world. Feminine energy must rise to free itself – and masculine energy must help it to do so.

2 represents partnership, equality, and cooperation. We are in the 2000s. The time is right. 2020 is an important turning point. Which way, I wonder, will we choose to go?

Karmic 19 exposes humanity’s LACK OF POWER which is triggering emotions that have been suppressed for years, lifetimes, and generations. Terror is the most heightened form of fear. Terror-ism terrorizes people in order to control – turning our own fear into a weapon to use against us. Emotion is our WILL.  And when we can take no more, the emotion of anger rises up to free the Will, to heal our damaged feelings, and bring balance into the world. Anger is a great agent of change. There is nothing wrong with anger. But the only way for peace to occur is through peaceful INTENT – otherwise this hellish system of never-ending war – never ends.

Violence against violence expands the violence. Hate against hate increases the hate. We have never truly learned this lesson.  

1 is the number of ACTION – and as life unfolds at breakneck speed, we must learn to align our sense of time with the slowness and deeper awareness of the 2000s. 2 is a sensitive feminine vibration which truly CARES about all of life. If we don’t care, we are careless. If we are careless, we make big mistakes. Details MATTER.

The 9 in 19 is symbolized by the SPIRAL, and just like being on a spiral staircase, we cannot see what’s around the corner. So, the logical thing to do is try to slow things down and see how all those details connect together. A major part of our evolution entails learning how to think and feel at the same time without our masculine minds shutting down the Will whenever our feminine emotions feel uncomfortable. This is difficult to achieve while we are so distracted by the wall of lies and deceit that is designed to prevent us from thinking and feeling coherently.

“It’s 2019. Can we all now please stop saying “climate change” and instead call it what it is: climate breakdown, climate crisis, climate emergency, ecological breakdown, ecological crisis, and ecological emergency?”  ~16-year-old Swedish Climate Activist Greta Thunberg‏

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WEEK 36 – The Will To Continue

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Week 36 is a 9 Calendar Week in the 9th Calendar Month of September, and runs from September 3rd to the 9th. Its deeply sensitive vibrations bring out our empathy, caring, and compassion. But 9 also creates dramatic and often traumatic situations which can trigger our entire range of emotions. 9 has the shape of a spiral, and just like being on a spiral staircase, we can never be sure of what’s around the corner. Uncertainty produces fear. But this particular fear can also become the ‘mother of invention’.

The 369 sequence represents continuance, and helps us to sustain the load, get through the wilderness, and bear the brunt – until we finally reach what we are aiming for. 369 gives us the WILL to ‘carry on’. Continuance also suggests that we are more able to face reality rather than look the other way. 9 is the number of increased awareness.

As the old system continues to collapse, people are refusing to go backwards and repeat the same old historic nightmare. People are refusing to march along to that old monotonous ‘left/right/left/right” political rhythm that keeps us trapped on this karmic wheel to nowhere.

369 shows us where repeated patterns have created this rut in which we are stuck – and from which we must find our way out. 369 shows us where habit and history repeat and repeat – and where CHANGE is essential to our survival. Ultimately, survival and continuation are the same thing.

2017 is a 10/1 Year in the world (2+0+1+7=1+0=1) – the number of extraordinary change. It facilitates forward movement and brings us to the next step. September 2017 is a 10/1 Month in a 10/1 Year, which is taking us to new levels of experience.

10 is the nucleus of the decimal system, while 1 is the nucleus of ALL the numbers. North Korea’s hydrogen-bomb test this week is not surprising because 1 represents our atomic beginnings, and hydrogen is #1 in the Periodic Table. 11 symbolizes the splitting of the atom, on which nuclear weaponry is based. When a nucleus is deliberately split in two, enormous amounts of energy are produced. 1 is the number of origins, and we must learn what 1 has to teach before 11 can transform 1 into 2. (1+1=2). In the wrong hands, what enables life can also destroy it.

This splitting of a cell – nuclear fission – is also reflected in the splitting of countries, people, and families: i.e. India and Pakistan, North and South Korea, Israel and Palestine, the world-wide ‘trafficking’ of human beings as slaves, the threat of deportation of America’s DREAMERS, and the entire class system which is based on splitting us up and keeping us divided. These cruel and painful splits are releasing enormous amounts of emotional energy (magnetism) into the world, giving new life to the human WILL, which is emotional, magnetic, and feminine in nature. The rise of the WILL is the only thing that can bring balance to our dangerously imbalanced ‘man’s world’.

This huge degree of human (and animal) suffering is not new. At this point in our evolution, we are experiencing the accumulation of all we have not learned from our thousand-year journey through the 1 energy. Before we can evolve into the balance of the 2000s, we must recognize the sheer horror of what we are evolving from, and learn our lessons – the first of which is: we ARE 1. We are 1 species – made up of many 1’s (individuals).

11, from a different angle, gives us the equals sign and, indeed, teaches us to look at life from different points of view, not just the ones with which we have been programmed. 11 broadens our horizons, opens our minds, and increases our potentials and possibilities.

This 10/11 transition reminds us that cooperation rather than competition will change the way we live – from this aggressive, mindless, self-destructiveness, to something that is more tolerant, and less hate-filled and cruel. We repeat the same old patterns over and over, generation after generation and we call this ‘life’, when in fact it is a mere reflection of a failing system that runs on secrecy, ignorance,ILL WILL, greed, and ongoing war. But the change in millennial energy, from masculine 1 to feminine 2, gives us an opportunity to break this karmic loop, and evolve, emotionally, intellectually, and physically.

Be aware of the massive contribution coming from our emotions. Notice how our feelings hold our minds open while we analyze the reality of who we are – why we’re here – and where we’re going. This is one of the ways in which masculine and feminine work together, within the body, each with their own function, different but equal.

We cannot pass 1 – the first number – until we recognize ourselves for the individuals we are. From self-awareness comes self acceptance. We can never fully accept each other without accepting our own individual selves first. That’s what a balanced ego is. There is a great deal of love among humanity, but until we love ourselves first, we can never know how deeply we have it in us to love.

Meanwhile, we can see the ridiculousness of white supremacy as the main force behind this self-destructive system. We see that those who are labeled ‘minorities’ actually make up the majority here on Earth. We are experiencing reversals now, represented by the numbers 911 and 119. The 16th anniversary of the 9/11 attacks on the USA occurs next week – (Week 37 is a 10 10 10 week).

3 represents all forms of communication, including the media, social media, the stage, performance, acting, entertainment, appearances, talent, style, and beauty. However, the flip-side of 3 brings pettiness, trickery, illusion, deception, dishonesty, exaggeration, jealousy, smear campaigns, hearsay, and gossip.

6 = problem-solving, responsibility, the sharing of power, accountability, security, balance, domestic matters, home, family, children, parents, marriage, education, teaching, healing, justice, community, kindness, and LOVE. 6 reminds us that without justice, there can be no peace. However, 6 is also the number of extremes, the tyrant, the bully, the stealing of power and property, injustice, prejudice, unfairness, imbalance, insecurity, cruelty, and HATE.

The power-hungry always grow more heartless, cruel, and desperate as the times change, people evolve, and the power shifts. Just remember that love is the greatest power of all. It’s light will always outshine hate. Hate is not a natural emotion. Hate is an infection of our emotional circuitry which narrows and empties the mind. Hate is an ILL feeling.

9 brings drama into our lives for the purpose of showing us how the past is repeating itself and what is still to be learned from it. In your own personal life, don’t fight the memories. It’s time to heal from what they represent, and move forward with the 10 energy of real and significant CHANGE.

9’s healing vibrations help us to right the wrongs of the past by accepting their reality and allowing the feelings involved to express themselves OUT of the body. 9 is the number of FORGIVENESS and LETTING GO. Denial of reality is not easy to maintain in the presence of 9, and quite impossible when we are traveling through multiple bands of 9, as we are right now.

People are starting to recognize the magnitude of their own personal experience in this evolving journey we’re ALL on. Everyone has a story to tell. We are all story tellers. That’s our nature. Self expression. Living to tell the tale. We’ve all been through things that have broken down our false assumptions and made us more aware of reality. The pain we experience in the face of adversity puts tremendous pressure on the mind – forcing it open. We do not want to suffer, and so, as the suffering goes on, we must look for how it began.

1 is the number of origins and beginnings and getting to the true cause. 2 is the number of detail and sensitivity. When magnetic 2 and electrical 1 combine, creative 3 is born. The 21st century is a 100-year cycle of 3 energy which enables us to outgrow our destructiveness, open our imaginations, raise our creative vibration, and make something significant happen.

2 slows everything down so that we can actually see what we’re dealing with, what we are up against, and what we have the potential to become. Therefore, in the 2000s, we must develop the power of PATIENCE: with detail, other people, ourselves, the pace of our progress, and the time it takes to forgive.

By slowing ourselves down, we are able to see the finer details – the bigger picture – and the way things really are, rather than the illusion that the system has painted for us. 3 is the number of illusion, which truly is an art in itself. But 2’s transparency is showing the inner workings of everything now. We see the machinery that keeps the system chugging along. The system runs on secrecy and cover up, but the 2 energy brings openness instead.

The more the mind allows itself to feel, without casting judgment on the feeling, we recognize the height of our thoughts, the depth of our feelings, and the breadth that comes from a 3-way acceptance between our masculine minds, our feminine feelings, and our biological bodies. From this configuration, a 4th dimension emerges, the nature of which will come from the INTENT in our hearts.

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TRUMP and the ART OF DENIAL

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TRUMP IN THE MILLENNIAL SHIFT

As we evolve from the masculine 1000s to the feminine 2000s, we are experiencing a change of frequency in which the old male-driven system (1) is breaking down under the incoming power of 2’s feminine vibration which is slowly bringing equality, fairness, justice, and a much needed BALANCE into the world. But the old is resisting the new with a voracity that would rather destroy everything than have to share the abundance of Mother Earth with “others”.

The old tactic is to keep the feminine under control, and Mother Earth is the ultimate feminine vibration in physical form.

She is simply to be ‘used’ and capitalized on. This relentless ongoing attack on Mother Nature to extract her resources (abundance) forms the basis of misogyny (the pathological hatred of women), and gives rise to wars that never end.

In this overly-competitive system, some people think of themselves as the ‘winners’, and everyone else as losers. The very thought of losing is unthinkable and terrifying to them, but the feeling of terror must be denied no matter what. Of course, they cannot win this futile fight because time is the framework of evolution, and time is forever moving forward – in millennial proportions. But it’s becoming apparent that the damage they can do on the way out can be globally catastrophic.

In an evolving world, nothing can stay the same indefinitely. But power-hungry people like Donald Trump are still following the ways of the 1000s, using the tactic of DENIAL to delay this vital transition.

The 8th month of August emphasizes our own personal power. 8 exposes how those seeking power make themselves appear more powerful than they actually are – by disempowering others. They do this by homing in to people’s denials, things they fear other people knowing about. But when denial breaks down, as it must do as we evolve, we must take responsibility for what we have denied and bring it to full consciousness as quickly as possible. There is still a dangerous tendency to blame others for the problems on Earth, without seeing how we ourselves are contributing.

It is impossible to look honestly at today’s reality without having an emotional response. Emotion is feminine energy. To maintain control, the system subdues and manipulates the power of our feelings because that IS our own personal power. Our ability to FEEL is the WILL of life. It is what propels us in the direction we want to take. And the reason it is so hard to believe that we actually have Free Will is because the system only has acceptance for happy or so-called ‘positive’ feelings, which is only half the emotional range.

DENIAL MUST DENY

The Republican Party, which Donald Trump chose as his platform, is now having to confront its own denials which allowed Trump to slide in there so easily to begin with. When you openly deny scientific facts; when you deny basic human rights to certain sections of the population, while hailing another section as “superior”; when you deny women the right to govern their own bodies; when you deny equal pay for equal work – or a livable wage, you have set yourself up for people like Trump to rise – and take over.

There is no ‘master race’ on Earth. The belief in racial supremacy is primitive and repulsive. It was through these channels of denial that the master denier Donald Trump, emerged as a popular contender for the most powerful position on Earth. And yet he knows nothing about how the world works. How could he? He is in denial of reality itself!

Denial is a disease we all suffer from. This is why Trump’s rise is inevitable and necessary. If human beings did not deny reality, we would have already accepted our astonishing diversity and we would be evolved and enlightened beings. The world would be a very different place. But the system we are trapped in requires us to deny our emotions – deny how we REALLY feel inside – as we strive to conform to what we are told is “normal and natural” behavior. This too is denial of reality. There is nothing normal or natural about the industrial system of war and misery that we are evolving from. This system defies nature.

Yes, Donald Trump lies constantly … but lying is only one part of denial’s range. Denial is humanity’s most serious disease because it is the basis of self-destruction. Self sabotage is the result of continued denial of reality, so we have much to learn from the example that Donald Trump is reflecting.

Our need to be constantly ‘entertained’, and our addiction to ‘popular culture’, particularly TV, has also enabled him to rise to this power-position. “Reality TV” has been his forte for many years. That is where he learned the finer aspects of mass-manipulation through the stirring-up of people’s emotions, especially those emotions that are buried in denial, such as hate, rage, fear of inadequacy, fear of being wrong, fear of loss.

Denial acts as a malevolent firewall, the mission of which is to extract truth from consciousness, and prevent truth from reaching consciousness in the first place. In Donald Trump, we are seeing the extent of humanity’s denials being reflected back to us from the world stage. But denial denies everything, including its own existence. And this gives him another edge:

THE POWER OF DISBELIEF

I could stand in the middle of Fifth Avenue and shoot somebody, and I wouldn’t lose any voters, OK? It’s, like, incredible.”  ~DONALD TRUMP (Jan. 23, 2016)

People are asking, in stunned disbelief, how Trump is able to get away with all the lies, hate, fear mongering, and bigotry – and why some of the very people he attacked are now lining up to “serve” him. It is obvious that he is a master at manipulating emotions. But he himself is not an emotional man. It is unlikely that he ‘feels’ much at all, other than his own presence. His own ego – a ‘sense of self’ so out of proportion that he believes he is the most important and magnificent man on Earth. He ‘senses’ that everyone is hiding something. We all have denials of our own, no matter how cleverly we deny them.

He takes full advantage of the confusion he creates by throwing out suggestions, innuendos, accusations, and creating layer after layer of lies. No one could possibly get away with this for very long, but he is doing so because what he does is always BEYOND BELIEF. No one knows how to deal with the COLOSSAL LIE because anyone who tries is immediately confronted with their own denials. Fear of being exposed keeps most people too ‘frozen’ to be effective against such an unfeeling force.

This is what Adolf Hitler wrote about the ‘big lie’ in his book, Mein Kampf:

“The principle was that in the big lie there is always a certain force of credibility; because the broad masses of a nation are always more easily corrupted in the deeper strata of their emotional nature than consciously or voluntarily; and thus in the primitive simplicity of their minds they more readily fall victim to the big lie than the small lie, since they themselves often tell small lies in little matters but would be ashamed to resort to large-scale falsehoods. It would never come into their heads to fabricate colossal untruths, and they would not believe that others could have the impudence to distort the truth so infamously. Even though the facts which prove this to be so may be brought clearly to their minds, they will still doubt and waver and will continue to think that there may be some other explanation. For the grossly impudent lie always leaves traces behind it, even after it has been nailed down, a fact which is known to all expert liars in this world and to all who conspire together in the art of lying”.

This appears to be the strategy of Donald Trump, too. The “small minded masses” cannot conceive of someone telling such enormous and outrageous lies. But as we move further into the transparency of the 2000s, we are more able to ‘see through’ the lies, which is why Donald Trump is (at last) starting to loose his grasp.

But do not be lulled into a false sense of security about this. He has triggered the uprising of a misogynistic and racist following, who will still be there long after Trump falls. One of the reasons denial is so hard to take is that you then have to deal with the reality you were hiding – the secrets you were keeping from yourself.

As he continues to overestimate the stupidity of the masses, his strategy is backfiring and his own stupidity is on full display. But there are always those who stand behind the bully. Not only do they believe that the bully will keep them safe, but he also legitimizes their own bullying behavior.

HUMANITY’S INSANITY

“… there’s a deep, instinctual cruelty in Trump — he finds people’s weak spots, their insecurities, and he exposes them in front of crowds.” ~Ezra Klein

Many psychiatrists have now attested to the fact that Trump meets every description of Narcissistic Personality Disorder – which we used to call egomania – an obsessive preoccupation with one’s self. (1 is the number of SELF.) He acts on his own uncontrolled impulses and is possessed by delusions of grandeur and superiority. The egomaniac cannot empathize with others.

In her Book “Why Is It Always About You?”, Sandy Hotchkiss describes “the seven deadly sins of narcissism” as follows, (and every one of them is quite visible in Donald Trump):

1: Shamelessness. Shame is the feeling that lurks beneath all unhealthy narcissism, and the inability to process shame in healthy ways.

2: Magical thinking. Narcissists see themselves as perfect, using distortion and illusion known as magical thinking. They also use projection to dump shame onto others.

3: Arrogance. A narcissist who is feeling deflated may re-inflate by diminishing, debasing, or degrading somebody else.

4: Envy. A narcissist may secure a sense of superiority in the face of another person’s ability by using contempt to minimize the other person.

5: Entitlement. Narcissists hold unreasonable expectations of particularly favorable treatment and automatic compliance because they consider themselves special. Failure to comply is considered an attack on their superiority, and the perpetrator is considered an “awkward” or “difficult” person. Defiance of their will is a narcissistic injury that can trigger narcissistic rage.

6: Exploitation can take many forms but always involves the exploitation of others without regard for their feelings or interests. Often the other person is in a subservient position where resistance would be difficult or even impossible. Sometimes the subservience is not so much real as assumed.

7: Bad boundaries. Narcissists do not recognize that they have boundaries and that others are separate and are not extensions of themselves. Others either exist to meet their needs or may as well not exist at all. Those who provide “narcissistic supply” to the narcissist are treated as if they are part of the narcissist and are expected to live up to those expectations. In the mind of a narcissist, there is no boundary between self and other.

On this basis, it is doubtful that he would willingly drop out of the race, even though his campaign is floundering badly. He would have to be forced out, or he would have to invent another ‘big lie’. But whatever happens, we must not lose this opportunity to learn more about the debilitating force of denial, both our own and other people’s.

I am not just running against Crooked Hillary Clinton, I am running against the very dishonest and totally biased media – but I will win!   ~Donald Trump (August 6, 2016)

Denial shuts down the imagination and diminishes awareness. Whatever realities we refuse to recognize is a measure of our ignorance. That is what the dumbing down process is – the closing of our minds through emotional manipulation. Trump denies his own dishonesty through deflection – throwing it at other people: the dishonest press, crooked Hillary, lyin’ Ted, Pocahontas, etc., while praising anyone who praises him.

We are evolving beyond the easily manipulated INFORMATION AGE into the AGE OF TRUTH – and the ‘truth deniers’ are rising against this in brutal fashion. They will do anything to take life back to how it used to be when their “authority” went unchallenged. In the case of Trump, that would be the 1980s and 90s.

EMOTION IS OUR HONESTY

“Honesty is such a lonely word, Everyone is so untrue, Honesty is hardly ever heard, And mostly what I need from you. ~Billy Joel (52nd Street, 1978)

Billy Joel’s classic song, “Honesty”, is about lack of shame – which is guilt in denial. And denied guilt is what makes our world so dishonest, brutal, and totally out of balance.

Denial is also the most misunderstood disease. This is why MENTAL HEALTH is now a serious topic of conversation at all levels, covering not only Donald Trump’s sanity, but also the spate of people whose backlog of denied emotions is now bursting out and killing other people – all over the world.

On the basis of “everything starts within”, all hatred is self hatred. When you do not accept what you are honestly feeling, you are denying it the path it needs to take in order to heal, and so the hate just sits there, within the body, and festers – until it makes you physically ill, or something in your outer life triggers it – and it rushes to the surface. When emotions burst out like that, they can be very dangerous. And this is the energy Trump is using as fuel. Denied emotion. Denied reality. Denied guilt.

The fact is that we are all responsible for our own emotions because they are an inseparable part of who we are as individuals. There is never a need to harm yourself, or others, in the process of emotional expression.

A MOMENT OF TRUTH

The USA has seen itself as “#1” for so long that we can learn many lessons about the  1 energy from what she is experiencing now. 1 is the number of SELF. The number of ego. The number of leadership. The number of change.

2 is the number of principle, sincerity, and the ability to persuade without force. 2 is also the number of accountability. As terrifying as the thought of a Donald Trump presidency may be, (and it is looking more unlikely by the day), his emergence as a strong presidential contender is both inevitable and rich in karmic lessons which we all have to learn at this precise time in the human journey.

As a species, no matter where we live in the world, we have reached a tipping point here in this 9 year of endings and completion, (2+0+1+6=9), regarding the dumbing down process, and we have to continue figuring things out for ourselves. To do so effectively, each of us must find our point of balance between masculine mind, feminine emotion, and biological body. Those three parts of ourselves are shattered and scattered by a system which, to a larger extent than we may want to admit, is doing our thinking for us, by controlling our emotions.

But when those three parts of ourselves align within the individual, they align with other individuals who are also healing and evolving from the old system. Out of that balance emerges the fourth dimension in the form of WHOLE human beings – unique individuals who are spiritually, emotionally, and physically connected. Thus the reality of WE ARE 1.

1 is the number of ego – and we have been so misinformed about the ego that it’s very easy to blame it for everything. Ego is your sense of who you are, as an individual. Ego is not the culprit. Ego is the gauge. It moves one way when one’s sense of superiority oversteps the bounds of balance (inflated ego) – and the other way when self-hatred gets the better of you (deflated ego). Finding this inner balance is an essential part of our evolution.

Meanwhile, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right, left, right – on we go – marching to the same old beat of the established, politics-as-usual, drum. But as we evolve, we are learning to dance to the beat of our own drum which, of course, comes from our own individual hearts. That’s where our LOVE resides. It is only our denials that prevent us from loving more fully.

Remember: humanity is not losing its mind. Our minds are being stretched and expanded by our recognition of reality. The vibrations emanating from our feelings are cracking the walls of denial and are pulling our minds OPEN. And so, we are evolving emotionally and intellectually at the same time.

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